7/19/2011 07:06:00 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
why are those looks which you once chose to stop giving, back again?

its time to pick myself up again.
midyears were bloody disappointing but its time to get up, and just aim for the future instead. and of course to work hard and stay in singapore :D and of course, next year! the year where ze clan plans to meet up to do legal stuff :P
man. staminas really low and didnt get the chance to take part in yesterdays PE lesson due to a sudden illness. but!!! gonna start all over again and get back on track. :D sooo hello running, my dear buddy!!! :D as messed up as it sounds, yeahh. joggings my bud :/
and seriously need to stop sleeping in class or getting punched by my classmates who agreed to violently wake me up whenever i doze off O.O heh heh! but yeah! slowly, everything will get back on track!
when i finally got the faith needed to believe, something told me i couldnt be too sure.
♥
7/13/2011 10:38:00 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
complicated heart.

You begin to sing.
A song as beautiful as a lullaby.
It brings comfort to my soul but yet heaviness to my heart.
Your voice which sounds so very soothing, somehow sounds so burdened.
My dear. Smile genuinely like you used to.
If you can't, believe me as I'll do my best to help you.
Let me be the one who brings that glimpse of light when you are down.
All I need?
Is simple.
It's just your trust.
One question.
So do you believe me when I say I love you?
♥
7/10/2011 01:45:00 AM
Sunday, July 10, 2011
conflicting thoughts.

should really be sleeping right now but cant seem to. somehow theres sooo much to say, but nothing seems to be coming out in words. random post but, suddenly have this urge to post this here. a few months back, our h2 lit teacher gave us an assignment to write a love sonnet and present it to the class one by one. sooo yup!
a sonnet is basically a fourteen line poem which is restricted to a rhyme scheme and each line only having 10 syllables.
not exactly awesome and yet pretty ordinary but, hopefully it makes sense ...
Sometimes people say love is like a game.
But little do they know how wrong they are.
Strolling along these paths, making their claims,
Forming disillusioned bonds while afar.
Love comes with commitment, not contentment.
Accept harsh life itself as a blessing.
With no rewinds or pauses at a moment.
Despite all, life continues progressing
Just like how you, too, started to progress.
You used to laugh at couples walking by,
laughing about them ending in a mess,
Assuring yourself “that” love was a lie.
Now you stand here alone, hurt and fragile,
with something new in mind to reconcile.
:/
random? i know.
♥