8/30/2008 11:26:00 PM
Saturday, August 30, 2008
[ to hello, ]
[ really appreciate your concern for this situation but please stop tagging such in the future as it is prefered that we solve our own personnal problems. thank you. ]
wrote something in class yesterday.
"it proves it all.
one action. one movement. one second.
all these times now a memory.
but not just one or two.
but alot more.
so many things all in one.
its neccessary for this feeling? why?
what the hell is wrong with my mind.
its all stuck. Many incidents passing by,
all the memories.
whats the point of hoping? waiting?
when you know it won't happen.
its just an image formed in ones mind.
its not true, its just a dream.
a few days back,
saw a primary school kid crying,
sitting next to her friend
who was asking what was wrong.
it reminded me of a friend
when we faced a huge blow in our lives.
gave her tissue and
went back for meeting.
while it played like a film that very day.
you never know how much you
miss someone till persons are gone.
you never know how many times you
missed important chances
till they pass you like a shadow. "
you don't know how wrong you are.
never seeming to forget yet.
but seeing that you are alot happier
i got nothing much to say.
all these sudden break downs are going to kill. mental blockages. no physical pain at all.
♥
8/24/2008 01:06:00 PM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
hey, will reply your tags soon k? :] thanks
its going to be alot harder to let go
how i really feel like letting it all out now,
but i can't.
parents are home and remembered
how wierdly my mother looked at me and asked,
"why are your eyes swollen."
the conversation on the phone was not going anywhere.
the cold silence and atmoshpere filled the area.
tears started filling my eyes while it was quiet.
i just said i had to go and hung up.
if you really think it is necessary than ok,
i respect that.
the phone call is something i will never forget.
plugged in the earphones of the music player,
set it to maximum volume
and just blasted the loud music into my ears.
the pain i felt inside my head,
could never beat the pain i felt inside my heart.
♥
8/22/2008 10:29:00 PM
Friday, August 22, 2008
this post is dedicated for a very good friend of mine. best friends forever.
went through so much together
tears and laughter,
pain and joy.
the times when we could just laugh
and talk forever,
everytime we saw one another.
kept saying how we at times should give up,
but you continued on
saying let fate decide and
how we should carry on.
you helped me get out of my darkest time
spent the happiest times with me.
a few days ago we talked about an issue,
that could make me smile and laugh non-stop.
it was really touching.
now, everytime we meet,
it was quiet while
the atmosphere turned cold.
everytime i saw you,
i just wanted to talk to you
but i was afraid and didn't know how,
cause i had a feeling a stare or a few words
would just be the only response.
all i could do was stop and stare.
i didn't know what to do,
but say one word, sorry.
went through so much
but are we really going to let this break our friendship?
i respect your hates, dislikes, likes.
you said i don't understand,
do you remembered what happened last year?
i'm sorry.
i swear i am.
♥
8/20/2008 01:21:00 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
ahah... just finished geog project o.O typing about how living a week without any china made products would be like, somehow feel like hugging the laptop right now, haha :] thebeijing olympics is super cool, cant stop thinking about it, hehe. beijing huan ying ni!!! zhen de huan ying ni ah!!! ok, schools starting in a few hours time plus hear the tribal wails of the lizards, good night!!! or morning :]
pretty hungry :]
went through the day being free from food poisonning!!! :]
wonder if he potato taste is still there ah? haha!
why speak so many words to the whole world when only one is correct?
♥
8/15/2008 11:51:00 PM
Friday, August 15, 2008
happy last day of hungry ghose festival! :]
yo! haha! feeling dead liao, hehe :] yesterday was the last day for ice skating :] ice skating rocks man! haha! lets partae! learnt something that day, when moving backwards, never ever stick your butt out too much and another way to move back is to boggae! haha! joking, joking :] pretty cool ice age adventure
so many ants invading the table o.O haha! lets take out our secret weapon, the cloth. muahahah :] killing an ant population! or maybe a small village? eoys coming up soon o.O got to focus, focus....
aww man, don't think we gonna meet again huh? hehe :] lets wait and see man!
all those days spent crying
finally coming to an end.
finally getting over it.
thanks for getting me out of this my dear friend.
if you don't believe me,then just look into my eyes,cause the heart never lies.- Heart never lies by Mcfly
♥
8/14/2008 12:09:00 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
just one word.
don't know when you will be seeing this.
just one word.
trust.
trust me,
a promise will forever be a promise.
i'm so confused.
♥
8/06/2008 02:16:00 AM
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
the growing of ice within.
the road shouldn't have been taken.
theres nothing else left to be said.
please get the facts right.
♥
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