good morning! feel so tired right now, hehe. accidently deleted maths project due tomorrow while halfway doing it, kind of went crazy running around the room panicing away and being hyper for some awkward reason. so yup! good morning! haha! =]
just remembered about a present from the E.C.C clan, a cactus =] haha! kept on reminding me to water the cactus but kept on forgoting and after taking it out from its hiding place yesterday, it looked like a spicky pickle cool... it was all dehydrated and turning non- cactusy-ish. they are so going to kill me, hehe. so learnt a lesson that very day. always remember to water your cactuses plus not put it directly in the open to prevent the hurting of birds.
friends that stick with you till the very end.
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3/30/2008 12:37:00 AM
Sunday, March 30, 2008
don't know what to say after clicking the website. there the numbers all were. never thinking it would ruin the mood. all i could do is just stare and think about the consquences. no more chances. no more .... . no more meanings. and after the feelings felt. saw a person's blog. felt worst. and all i can do is nothing. nothing at all. i don't know whats your problem, i don't know what gave you the idea that it happened. if only... . i really detest you right now.
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3/29/2008 10:17:00 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
scrcy got first for song!!! haha! darning cool! everyone was cheering their heads off when we heard our school being called, haha! *hyper hyper* hehe
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3/27/2008 08:15:00 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008
hello! mcfly and westlife rocks!!! haha! can't stop listening to their songs, so cool. yesterday was the captains ball games! super fun!!! go 2pr!!! played against jiaping's, isabel's, siti's, charissa's, carolyn's and mabel's team yesterday! haha! they are so funny larh! after school had more exercise by playing more captains ball! exercising rocks! haha! captains ball plus pe rocks! haha!
run... run... run... cool chips! run somemore..
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3/25/2008 08:13:00 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
had lost all the battles faced in all three arenas. sigh.
hello. captains ball game tomorrow, hah. not sure if should be excited right now. thinking about the past, looking infront of you and imagining the past,the stories you were told and imagining what you saw. imagining the figures running about at a large empty spot while you stood there alone on that very day. got to file geog file now, bye. we will never know what lures and hides in the shadows.
tried to hide it, tried to ignore it. yet it comes back haunting you once again but this time being more serious.
now i understand what you mean when you said those very exact words.
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3/20/2008 11:07:00 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
yo tracy! haha! kept my word! =] yup! *crushes more imaginary papers* haha! calm down k? plus yeah heros rock! although i don't watch the show alot but yup! it rocks! haha! honourable sushi samurai!!! =]
hello! keyboard kinda having problems,space bar plus some letters not working properly,so got to push it down. haha =] todays rc was really fun, angel and ward game has just started once again! haha, so cool =] everyone asking around who their wards are, haha, the curiousity plus hyperness fills the air! haha! =]
just remembered the password to the neopets account, haha! yay! gotta help earn neopoints and start afresh! hehe. random.
HAPPY EASTER DAY!!! =]
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3/18/2008 09:45:00 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
argh. headache, what else can i say?
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3/15/2008 09:29:00 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008
hi. gonna keep it happy. march camp just ended! so really cool! FOXTROT ROCKS!!! xD wiwik! deborah yc! evanne! charlotte! farisha! guet gee! lunar love good!!! HAHA! xD march camp rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SCRCY ROCKS!!! haha! =] made a video for you guys please enjoy!!! peace!
thank you.
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3/10/2008 10:00:00 PM
Monday, March 10, 2008
i'll put the phone i dare you. *beeping*
you know what. i just can't stand it. i don't why but i am starting to feel the hatred towards... yeah. getting so pissed off and stressed out about lots of stuff. seeing rolling of eyes almost every time with the people who i thought was the coolest and most trustworthy people but as for till today, i found out that i was wrong.
i see it in your eyes. the fire burning and the dark character inside you. i look around me and i still see them almost everywhere now. there is war and everything is getting so irritating. not just the war but the actions. i said a few times yet no one is listening, why should i care. i hate .......... so yeah. sometimes i really feel like shouting words here yet, its not . . like how a saying goes. no one is trustworthy. i'm not sure. maybe its true, maybe it not. cause only few remains trustworthy.
stop your acting. reveal your true colours and you will see a devil within
so yeah. thanks for showing me your true colours? thanks for sayin it just right in the face. wait, just one question. what is you damn freaking problem?
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3/07/2008 08:40:00 PM
Friday, March 7, 2008
hi, today was prize giving had to stay back for duty, duty was so fun =]
felt really tired and weak after reaching break, don't know why but everything just started to run through my mind like a flashback. thinking all the strange stuff that had been happening for the past few days, the amount of stress that suddenly entered my head and confusion. just couldn't really bring smile on. having no idea why.
during recess, couldn't seem to smile, started to feel kinda aggitated and when i had to tell someone i didn't know who to tell it to,everything was just mixed everywhere. as i walked back to class, saw a friend and everything just came out for no wierd reason. like what a friend once said. sometimes crying can help you relief your troubles. getting so emo.
tears fell down unexpectedly. turning away not letting them see. a friend was there pulling me away. asking me whats wrong yet all i can reply is nothing. thnks for being there for me. i don't know whats going on and whats wrong with me. everyone has their weaknesses, nobodys perfect but sometimes the extent is unexpectedly too far out. facing reality and seeing the negative sides finding out the world is not a perfect place after all.
why is there still war going on? i thought we all settled it?i really don't understand the coldness in the air towards some of us. should we repeat what we did last time and see the outcome? why can't there just be peace.
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3/05/2008 09:09:00 PM
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
hello! the hunt is still on!!! and there are still so many people panicing about it, everyones kinda talking about it right now. some have their different opinions, i guess it will remain as a mystery for now, we never know whats going to happen in the future right? haha
on monday was the history test, kinda difficult =( sigh. sometimes i really think back into the past and really really really wish to do an impossible thing, which is turning back time. right now getting kinda fustrated over so many stuff and the watermelon thing doesn't really work anymore. headache ah...
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3/02/2008 08:20:00 PM
Sunday, March 2, 2008
yo! came back from camp 2 days ago!!! =] ADVENTURE CAMP ROCKED!!! xD 2PR ROCKS!!! BRAVO ROCKS!!!!!! haha!
after coming back from camp, couldn't get the cheers out of my head xD the cheers rocked! so many things rocked! haha! in school, charissa, jiaping, siti, wenqian and i started being very high and started cheering away across the courtyard, canteen, corridoor plus toliet! HAHA! =] so cool! left school carrying a huge bag home, saw some people starring at me with really suspicious eyes. felt kinda scared,maybe they thought i kidnapped someone who i managed to stuff into the bag and was having difficulty carrying it home, haha.
right now, theres a kinda big huha going around about the manhunt. ah.... missed the chance of seeing how cool the security is =( haha! its all over the papers about whats going on o.O
o () () _(| |) o - PR!!! _(_ )
sometimes doing the right thing, makes you feel like you are doing the opposite.
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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