loving it when you do that thing you do :D heechul's Don Dont hairstlye!!! damnnn nice :]
man. mum wanted to reborn my hair today O.O she said my hair is super bad D: but managed to escape by saying had a lot of school work to finish, heh heh! :D the power of homework!!! xD
the moment you pat my head, it makes me so happy. the moment you put your arm around me, it makes me feel a sense of assurance. you altogether, makes me feel like some young kid all over again. shucks.
♥
10/30/2009 09:28:00 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
if only you knew how much im falling for you, if only. my dear is looking a little feminine in this pic o.O BUT HEYY!!! he will forever look cute and hot!!! and there are pics to prove it! stay tuned! to future posts xD
hmm. shouldn't really be online right now, but just finished typing an email :D was browsing through the pics on my com till i came upon this...
HAHHA! SO COOL! :D
have been feelin a little dead :S bahh.. well... TODAY WAS FREAKIN AWESOME! :D
I LOVE YOU 3CO!!! :D really glad the game worked out prettae awesome and hope you guys had fun man! and for those who shot me to the ground, beware man. MUAHHAHAH! *takes out light saber* the horror eh? well i love you guys man! now a 3co ian, forever a 3co ian! :D wanna hug? :D and mann dont you dare run away xD
As the light rays shone through the window, the music played at a slow and gentle tempo. We ignored everything around us, dancing at our own comfortable pace. We moved our feet, gazing into one anothers eyes. You kept an upright posture as you led the way, keeping your bright smile on your face. I couldn't stop staring into your eyes, being lured deeper and deeper into a different dimension. They were so deep, so beautiful. We continued on, dancing away into the night. You're the one I've been searching for, all my life I've been searching for someone like you. And there you are right now, standing right in front of me. Could it be a dream come true?
♥
10/27/2009 09:48:00 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENQIAN BUDDAEE!!! :D man look at how our hairstyles have changed over the months man o.O
man i just hope you dont kill me for posting these pics xD HAHAHH!!! ROCK ON BUDDAEE!!!
♥
10/23/2009 06:36:00 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
how much more salt do you want to add to the wound.. "you finished and still crying?" "yes."
yo. are you done. my feelings are slowly turning into anger. seriously. up till now you are still saying how it sucks but hey. ill prove you wrong. just watch me. but somehow. im still havin a feeling that you are going to disagree at the end of the day. to be honest yeah. of course im scared but the only reason why i didnt rebel or do anything is because of another who talked. im glad you care and understand but please dont push it too far.
♥
10/21/2009 09:27:00 PM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
life sucks.
ive lost all hope. but like what pearl said. believe.
i do believe but somehow for all those papers i thought i could do well in, i just fail it like shit. its my fault and my own doings. but still, the feeling sucks and we all know how it feels, you, me and whoever lived.
i'm lost. tired. lethargic. sick of these marks. grades. expectations. if you are too, hi 5 man.
tomorrow i shall. so tomorrow, shall enjoy every single second, every single moment i have left. cry it all out. cry it all out till i have no more tears when seeing my own death stone.
peace.
♥
10/20/2009 09:04:00 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
finding a different way to tell you, i love you. why...
the sky is blue today. really blue.
oh how i detest today and dread tomorrow. and the days after. sigh. but like what dear wenqian said, "its better late than sorry" thanks for talking to me on the phone and listening to me blabber for that whole hour plus buddae and dear!!! :]
also got to thank a few people, especially to celine, agatha, linda, siew jia and a friend :] thanks man!
on the bright side, loving this new mouse my mum bought a few days back, finally trying it out. its so small
i feel so stupid. a disgrace to my family, parents and those who had been encouraging me all this while. especially to my parents. im really sorry. i promised you better grades, better results but yet i failed once again. you took me out of the board to help me with my grades and also didnt let me enter the nominations this year for my own sake. one day you smiled at me and asked if i understood, reasoning it all out with me. report book day. i assured you i'll do better. ca2 i promised i will get higher and pull my grades up with the eoys. but from the looks of it, i really doubt it. im really sorry. i really feel like such a disgrace to you, i really do. i'm just plain stupid. im afraid of your response, how i will let you down once again, throwing and burning the money you spent on tuition fees for me. yet returning all your efforts with a failing grade.
especially to my mother. as we talked so happily just now, we laughed and treated it as though none of this rubbish has entered our lives. laughing and joking as i constantly told you how i felt afraid for my results, talking bout my papers and your papers. it was all so great, the feeling was so awesome. but i continued talking to you, somehow i couldnt take it anymore. i felt so weak, hiding the consuming tears from you by laughing and telling you i had to go as i felt tired. i'm really sorry. i'm really sorry for being such a disgrace.
overall, thank you for all you've done
♥
10/16/2009 11:49:00 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
keep thinking bout it. i swear i wont give up. darling heechul is getting hotter and hotter as each day goes by :D
sigh. really weak both physically and emotionally. stupid eh? feeling so useless. so idiotic. sigh. bah..
today. wasnt really a good day but heyy thats life yeah? one by one, all of it starts piling up. and once the stack becomes unstable, it collapses. feeling really uneasy.
that look, that face. argh.. i'm sorry.
darling please dont cry. take my hand and hold it tight, look straight into my eyes, and let me promise you that i'll forever be by your side.
♥
10/14/2009 07:21:00 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
blah?
so tired.. bah. blah. blah...
sooo, a few days back my parents wanted to test some internet connection. soo typed in my blog url and the first thing they saw was... "someone like you should be wear a warning, so dangerous... i'm fallin :]" and "when did he start reading chinese o.O HAHHA! snapshot from his latest drama! :D" o.O quickly took it back especially when my mum gave me a scary stare, hahah! :]
eoys are over!!! since monday :] the past few days have been prettae cool. for now shall stone and stare. peacee.
everytime you smile, my heart skips a beat. everytime you look at me in the eyes, my mind just goes blank. im sorry for not having a better poem for you. everything bout you is just unexplainable, holding no exact words for your perfection.
X-X
♥
10/08/2009 08:56:00 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
someone like you should be wear a warning, so dangerous... i'm fallin :]
when did he start reading chinese o.O HAHHA! snapshot from his latest drama! :D
alrighto! so today was the end of the more intensive memorising exam days :D only language and amath left! WOOHOO! :D kinda feels a little like the last day le o.O heh! feeling really scared for the results though, bah.. spent the afternoon watching the persepolis :D love the book and finally found it after one year :] and playing monkey soccer with my bro :D HAHA! i love Lee, twiggy, monkey claus!!! my fav soccer players :D HAHAH! fallin in love with monkeys :]
woohooO!!!! LETS GET OUR SLEEP BACK! >:D
what could it be.. it started to pour. remaining motionless despite the rain. there was something that didnt feel right. sitting there alone feeling dazed as it started to drizzle. soon being accompanied by a furry critter which soon joined me in the confusion. both of us stared into space as small droplets of rain fell on our heads. letting the time just whiz past us without a care any longer.
finally managed to get my sis to listen to part of a korean song a few days back!!! despite it being a few seconds long. but! its heechul's super high note! :D didnt know it was him till coming across this video :D its a super nice song by Super Junior T :D
♥
10/03/2009 04:04:00 AM
Saturday, October 3, 2009
am i crazy or falling in love.
HANCHULL :D soo hot :D
morning! yesterday was SS :S was pretty tough for SBQ. but lets just look forward and continue man!!! :D WOOHOO!!! geog, geog, geoggg o.O really hate the fact i lost my pencil case today tough D: gotta buy a new math set soon before monday. bahh humbug.
walking along the streets of this deserted place. i walked to the beat of the music playing in my ears. nodding and shaking my head as i took each step. the chorus arrived. there i saw you smiling a distance away. my eyes widened as i ran up to you. there you stood, fully dressed in black. you took off your sun glasses, our eyes met. i reached out for you, just one touch, could tell me you were real. the song came to an end. your image became pixelated my fingers went right through your face as you slowly faded away..
have you ever loved and lost someone, wishing for a chance to say i'm sorry.
♥
10/01/2009 04:56:00 AM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
not feeling too good. im scared. bah. not feeling too good.
ah.. annoying dream.
♥
Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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