argh. how much more pathetic can i get. not daring to speak. not daring to move. just hoping and wishing for something not taking action to achieve. what is wrong with me. sigh. normal is something i can never seem to achieve. never moving away from that very spot.
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me Off guard, red handed - All that i've got by The Used
shouldn't be blogging right now, hehe :] so high on caffeine right now, hahaha!!! HAHAHHA!!! aw man. :]
ariel!!! how come now then say, haha! :] aww man, keep on thinking about what we were talking about today, so creepy, hehe :] aww man, so tempting to listen yet after seeing all the youtube comments don't seem to have the guts too O.O ahhh, yet love the soong so much :] hehe! so creepy... theres been a song that had been believed to have a "hehehe" behind it. ahhh... can't believe that its clearer on mp3 version and placed it in my phone and music player and listenned to it for thousands of times when alone O.O ahh, so scared right now O.O gonna delete, or should i. haha, sigh.
xueqi!!! now don't dare to go on the com at 12 am liao :] plus the competition is still on man!!! but not now ah :] hehe :]
i'm so sorry!!!
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9/15/2008 12:58:00 AM
Monday, September 15, 2008
morning :] exams are around the corner o.O AH!!!!!!!!!!!! aw man, got to focus!!! *focussss* oh yup! having a competition with xueqi :] bring on man! hehe :] *have a feeling she is so going to kill me for saying that wellll :] * kinda late but yup! still hunting for the programme, you are so lucky man O.O aw man, sorry about my poor quality in photoshop-ing, really bad at it. GO XUEQI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cheers* *diao yu* :]
photoshop comp.
Theme
Request
Other [scary]
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9/11/2008 12:52:00 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
not knowing what is real or false anymore. not knowing how to respond any longer.
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9/03/2008 06:40:00 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
its cold :]
yo!!! this will be one of last few or last post till the eoys end, i hope :] hehe! so yup! eoys are coming up pretty soon!!! ahhh, so colddd. yesterday was prefects training camp and it rocked!!! haha! still wondering how ashley could make two letters look like 1 and 2 o.O had to go back to school today for oral pract, found out a weakness for oral, fashion o.O haha! after finding out the conversation and picture was fashion, all i could say was," there are four models modelling and uhhh..." hehe :] plus for the coversation, mrs de asked what was the innest fashion presently, haha! but overall was pretty fun :] bye!
not seeming to be able to forget. why wish for something that you know won't happen. after seeing something today, yeah, i know its true. but yet still continuing to deceiving oneself. ahhh, it hurts. if only.
heres a video about mentos, the freshmaker :] pretty wierd video. heh.
deceiving oneself.
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9/01/2008 02:32:00 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
would like to say thanks to an awesome friend for picking up and talking all the way to 2 plus :) sorry for breaking down pretty badly and sounding really wierd, haha
"so you want it to happen all the way till that day comes?" "why not." why not? those two words, something i will never forget. but do you know why? why are we letting this, come in the way with what we have left.
isn't it more painful right now? i can tell you it will hurt alot more. if you go and i won't even have the chance, to talk to you ever again. i will never forget, i swear i won't.
the world is a lonely place without the one who puts a smile on your face.
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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