hey hey, sorry about the tagboard o.O gonna be goneee for 10 days :D aww man. gonna miss you singaporeee haha :]
being scammed 5 times in a day is not fun. stop scamming today!!!
*poof*
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11/22/2008 12:27:00 AM
Saturday, November 22, 2008
the lyrics and song is really sweet plus really brings back memories i wish i could fufil. haha. its somehow really closely related to something i have encountered during my memories in my failed to finish and remain in objective. haha
We were both young when I first saw you I closed my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there On a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello Little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet" And I was crying on the staircase Begging you, please don't go And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
So, I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes Escape this town for a little while
Oh oh Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet" But you were my everything to me I was begging you, please don't go And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me They try to tell me how I feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting Wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town And I said
Romeo, save me I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you, but you never come Is this in my head I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad Go pick out a white dress It's a love story Baby, just say yes
Oh oh oh Oh oh oh oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you - [ Love Story ] by Taylor Swift
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11/21/2008 02:00:00 AM
Friday, November 21, 2008
hey :] class party and prefects farewell last night and last last night,really rocked :] haha! left the house early to go to xueqi's house to play dyansty warriors 5, haha! met adila, the dear David Archuleta fann in the bus and at newton, haha! talking about a really funny topic about secret spies, haha! still can remember how the LRT stopped slanted on the way towards the station and not near not far from the station too, haha o.O good and slanted times :]
thanks for the advice, it really meant alot plus trust me, no brain washing is included :]
cant seem to sleep but think so much of whats going on. argh. i know what i got to do but its just so hard to face it. i got to be strong but i'm not. argh. positive that i shall get over it sooner or later. also regretting everything i said and say. come on.
What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you? What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok? I'm falling to pieces, yeah I'm falling to pieces - By the The Script [ Breakeven ]
needing to face to truth and get over it. thinking of the words i saw on the pieces of paper. think about it. get over it. thank you you guys :]
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11/18/2008 07:48:00 PM
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
what? i never even said that. i never said that you are cold blooded. i never said that and neither that i say you were heartless. did i say that you said it? did i say you felt that way? i didnt. i never said that. i never said you could never feel. i never said you didnt feel anything. did i even say about how i am the only one in this world capable of feeling? i never anything about you being insensitive. i never said anything of the above. i never said that. did i say you are heartless and didnt feel anything? no. im just telling you whatever you decision is i am going to respect your choice.
i told you a few times, not sure if you will remember. every human has their right to feel. its normal for human reactions. we are all humans.
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11/18/2008 01:09:00 PM
4pm. ahhh.
hey. i admit i am being heartless towards this situation. i really am. yeah, i also admit that it is hurtful but i can also admit that if you ask me that, i would reply. do you think that i was just smiling away happily as i typed everything down? yeah, thanks for teaching me a lesson but i gave you my reason. maybe unbelievable, maybe not believable. fine. i admit i was wrong. im just typing everything i thought of in my mind. tell me why. im still unaware of it. tell me. if = in case of. you said i dont know how the other person feels. ok, fine. but ive known you for years, i knew how you feel. but i couldnt read through those simple words. no sound, no emotions, no expressions but just typed words. in case of. in case. you said i didnt understand how you felt. fine, but does that make it wrong to use that one word, if? i never decided anything. i never said anything like that or even close to that. you want to know the reason? let me tell you why. i never knew how to say it but. let me tell you now. after that very incident, after trying so many times. crying and going down on my knees. you dont know how hurt and one of the darkest times of my life that was. i dont dare try right now. im afraid of what the response is. you know the chinese proverb about how once you get bitten by a snake you dont dare go back there yeah, i'm being that person. my friendship never died, i swear it didn't or never. but if thats how you feel, fine. you said its over? fine. i respect your choice.
camp fire glow rocked, OUT LOUD :D HAHAHA! :] the performances rocked, the dance, music, everything rocked :D including the people! HAHA! :] rock on man! :] thank you dear level mates for the songs and words, it really meant alot, thank you!!! :] it really brought back many memories we once shared together including those in primary school, haha :] thank you!
learnt a few things that very night :] -chocolate is not a good "conditioner" for your hair -chocolate cake does not make good soap -chocolate smells and tastes like chocolate -how important everything was -how thankful it really is to be in board -need to get back to ashley and adila for the chocolate -prove ashley wrong about stuff -ask aisyah and marie about top secret stuff -ask huijun for her autograph -having toasts with justin does not only include water (cheers!!!) -lots of stuffff :]
having the feeling of hugging and thanking people who have been really there for me all this while, haha :]
just uploaded a new song, cried as i watched them sing. its called song 2 so many memories flashed by. by the Blur :] last year, haha :] awesome song!!!squeezing my leg after hearing it a few times as i held everything back during the songs. i only got running for the door as tears fell a single word to say freshen up and wiped everything away summarising the whole song and made my way back up. just one saw the slides and heard the song, single as i heard voices speak. word. it came back, WOOOOOOO running another time to the door. O starring into the sky. HOOOOOOOOO wondering why. :] i never crying so hard in my life.
the best night of my life.
you guys really rock out so much, i really dont know how to express it, thank you :] being proud to be part of the scpb :]
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11/12/2008 02:19:00 PM
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
HELLOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! haha! :D feeling so happy *grins* hehe! :] everybody dance nowww! *horrible beatboxing* :D just added a new song, lovebug by the jonas brothers :] makes you feel so happy and high when you hear the song, haha! planning to go for a performance tonight :D the prefects MAD camp campfire!!! YEAHHHH! HAHA! :]
thanks for the call last night!!! haha!!! thank youuuuu!!! :]
check out this really cool video!!! the movie is anger management and it rocksss!!! i love adam sandler :D love their singing too!!! :D
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11/11/2008 12:23:00 AM
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
hey, twilight rocks! haha! edward rocks too!!! :D cant wait for the movie to come out!!! haha :] awww man, the suspense :] haha, shall now hunt down for the fourth book! *hunt hunt*
photoshoped a pic of edward and jacob :D sorry about the bad photoshop o.O
found a few spoofs on youtube, haha! enjoy :]
sitting there and staring. thats all i could do at that moment, just stare. thinking about those words i last heard last night. feeling really lost about it all. feeling so confused. hoping for someone to respond at that moment i saw laughter. but yet im the one not responding. standing there frozen or staring. how many times have this happen? telling one self about how it will change. but no, i didnt try. im sorry.
everythings fustrating, lifes never fair, true. but if you try and put effort in it you have a chance in succeeding. trust me. if you dont, then things happen. keep trying to avoid that one question. the question is coming back sooner or later. face it. wake up. argh.
still waiting for the call. hoping you would call, aftering reading the time you sent. but you didn't. its ok :] thanks for the help all this while. i'll forever remember those words you said. and those are words i'm not trying to say, but really am saying. haha :]
its hard to feel how another is feeling unless you are in his or her shoes.
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11/07/2008 09:18:00 PM
Friday, November 7, 2008
bonjourrr :] Nick Vujicic is super cool and inspiring :] went for a talk at ngee ann a few days back and we got to hear him talk :] his words and everything he said was really interesting and something that could lead you thinking about what may have cause a certain situation to happen :] his words are all so deep, meaningful and somehow bring up a situation that we might have all encountered across once :] will never forget his words. "obstacles are not weakness but opportunities."
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11/03/2008 01:03:00 AM
Monday, November 3, 2008
this post is dedicated to ashley! HAHAH! :D BONJOUR! THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A COOL PHONE BUDDY AND COUNSELOR :] THANKS ASH, MY DEAR COOL PHONE BUDDY!!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH! PLUS ENJOY THE MUSIC!!!! *DA DA DA DA DUMMMM* plus its not a freaking song leh, can hear you now o.O :D
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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