6/16/2011 02:15:00 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2011
wish you were here.
morning, bein a moon dweeb, planning to stay up to catch the lunar eclipse later 8D kinda the only one awake in the whole house right now and supposed to wake my sis and mum later to catch it as well but pretty worried cause the moons gone out of sight :/ bleagh. it will be such a pity if we missed it ): imagine seeing a blood red moon with Saturn, Jupiter and Mars next to it! it will be such a beautiful sight :P
day didnt go as productive as it was supposed to be but achieved quite an amount before my bro convinced me to join him in this game :/ finally went for a jog after soo very long and feeling so much better :) and hopefully, will be able to have a good nights sleep tonight. keep having nightmares, flashbacks and dreams for the past few days, interesting.
Dear buddy,
Its been a long time since we've last talked or seen one another and the letter that I wrote for you months ago is still with me. Funny huh? But for now, let me express it all right here. Saw the music video online and just wanted to tell that no, i've not forgotten despite it being years ago. And if I misinterpreted it all wrongly or misread it once again, then that would be pretty embarrassing but still allow me to apologise if so. But then, if it was, then let me thank you.
and no matter which way it goes, let me take this opportunity to tell you something.
Last night i had a dream that everything was back to normal. Nothing seemed to bother us cause no matter what happened, it was just you and I against all odds upon this Earth, against those storms. We were laughing so wholeheartedly, smiling just like we were before, when our minds were just filled with so much innocence and purity. Nothing stood in our way cause no matter what obstacles we faced, we always stood by each other and crossed it despite all. Suddenly, another vision hit me, which was a whole online conflict. Something bout hatred and blame.
But hey, no matter what, just wanted to tell you that, despite us not really getting the chance to catch up lately, want to let you know that I still respect and treasure our friendship with a 100 percent. And no matter what happens in the future, i've got your back all the way. Life is never easy and at times, we might face stressful situations or incidents which just leave you clueless.
May not exactly be the first person you approach during such, which is totally understandable especially since its been such a long time. BUT. Really want to reinforce that no matter what happens, and no matter what difficulties you face, I am ALWAYS here for you and supporting every single decision you choose to make. So, never feel alone, cause you've got this weirdo behind you throughout this tedious journey of life.
Know words are not enough to thank for you but really, if not for you, I would not be who I am today.
You've got not just my word, but promise as well
Take care my dear best friend :)
♥
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