6/10/2011 09:59:00 PM
Friday, June 10, 2011
What’s wrong with me, I cant stop worrying right now.
Today was one of the best days of my life and will never forget it. ever.
Heyyy you. Yes you. You are one of the most amazing people I’ve met in my entire 17 years of being alive.
I’m so sorry if I was a little too quiet today but, I’m honestly grateful for having the chance to share this special day with you.
Just do me a favour and trust me on something, I’m not going to judge you. Nor am I going to hurt you. Trust me on that.
You taught me a lot. And despite meeting only a few weeks ago, it seems like we’ve known one another for months, or even years. It’s amazing how much we have in common and yes, no matter how many times I’ve already said it. I really can’t believe how far we’ve come till today.
I know it’s going to be a bumpy ride but I am NEVER going to ditch you or run away cause of fear. Yes I feel fear that I will not deny, but fear for you. Yes a little afraid of them but, most fearful of how much you are going to be braving through right now. And even worst, the disability of not being by your side and giving you that strength you are really in need of right now. But even so, I’m here for you. NEVER forget that or else I’m going to come after you.. Not being cheesy but despite not being there with you physically, will always be here for you no matter how far the distance may be.
You were right. The place feels so very empty after you left. It was only on my way back when it hit me really hard against the face that you were gone once again. Perhaps I sound a little aloof or even, am mad but, I’m already missing you. Is that bad?
I do not find any fault towards you saying those words over and over again because I too feel the same way.
No matter what happens in the future, like we discussed, the past is the past and the present is the present. We WILL pull through this together alright?
Just give me your hand and I promise I will never let it go.
Seriously, how could I ever let go at a moment like this when you need me most.
And even so, to take care of you.
Let us stay strong and do our best alright?
I do not doubt you at all nor have I ever lied to you.
Will you be so willing to hold onto my hand as we go back to square 26?
I love you too. And don’t you dare forget that.
And just like in the first sms I sent you, promise to be here for you no matter what.
ps: if anyone bugs you, swear i will punch them for you. and that reminds me, we need to go axe shopping :/
♥
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