5/27/2011 01:05:00 AM
Friday, May 27, 2011
im not gonna let it knock me down again.
wish i could go to a place like that right now ^ lie on the grass and just stare. stare at nothing but the stars in the sky.
recently, we had a step down ceremony for our taekwando seniors and never thought that the feeling would come back when we would have to see our seniors step down again as they leave you with the responsibility of filling their shoes. it feels like red cross all over again, sigh. really gonna miss them.
mid years actually start today and im still awake. bahh. should most probably go to sleep now so, nights.
can't believe im posting this here but..
Dear you, whom I’ve just met.
You will probably never get to see this little note but here goes.
Thanks for making me smile so happily after such a long time. Its been a while since ive smiled this genuinely. Every morning im waking up with not a single temptation of falling back to bed but yet with an anxiety to face the day, looking forward to what might be happening next. No matter how late I may have slept the day before, there will always be a shock of energy running through my veins. It pushes me on because you gave me that push, that happiness to carry on.
It sounds rushed and strange especially with our recent proper acknowledgment of one another’s existence, however, heard bout you a long time ago but just never thought I would get the chance to talk to you or even say a word of, hello. Now we’ve been sms-ing nonstop since the beginning of the week. Never have I sent anyone so many smses before in such a short period of days. To be frank? I dislike smsing people and sometimes never replying due to being caught up with something else but never has anyone left me waiting for a reply or eager to reply for a long while now.
Theres something special bout you. you have such an amazing character, humorous personality, beautiful smile and can actually withstand my cheesy humour. I really don’t know how you do it but you are seriously one extraordinary person. Its been soo long since ive been dying to meet someone like you. but then, im sorry.
Messed it up. And now its just, silence.
Tomorrows my paper and really don't want to add kerosine to the fire or make the situation any worst.
I think too much, read into things too much. But I can’t help it. Agreed that its perhaps too early for me to say this but for now, I really like you.
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A long while back, ive learnt that you do not need a group of people to be by you side for you to feel comfortable even if its in a new environment. Cause, at the end of the day, one friend who actually understands and connects well with you, is equivalent to a million friends who are just putting on a mask and laughing along with you with heartless thoughts and dirt in their minds. Presently, came to a similar conclusion but that one friend is just hard to find.
♥
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