2/24/2011 12:03:00 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2011
can't believe you were the first person that came into my head when i saw that on my desk.
smiles deceive you. those infront of you are smiling, yes, but who ever said they were smiling too, inside.

me likey this picture :) this is a pic of ze birthday cake from friday and credits to celinae
this year's birthday was really touching and seriously a great one, thank you to all my buds, sms-es, facebook messages, surprises, gifts and especially my family who bought an ice cream cake and another durian cake by accident O.O
but you know something? the best gift i could ever get this year was hearing my mum being healthy after the results a few hours ago, freakingggg happy for her and gave her a huge hug just now :) love my parents :)
don't really know how to type out how jc life has been but so far, its alright i guess. need some time to get used to the subs though. my fellow classmates are awesome, addicted to the chicken rice and fruit tarts. mm. the rest..
really need to stop falling asleep especially without my clan mates whacking me to wake me up now but heyy, my fwen and i have come to conclusion to bring sweets on alternate days beginning from today and gotta admit, today went pretty well, in terms of staying awake.
tomorrows thursday, which means school ending superr late and planning to play bball after pe. its been a while since the last time i got the chance to play with someone and which means, shall be bringing heechul (my bball's name) to school tomorrow :) haha and then school run on friday, really hope my legs heal soon plus in addition to today's taekwando warm ups, deep heat should come in handy later.
missing scgs so much no words can describe it and trust me, there are so many out there who feel the exact same way.
never break. breaking was my worst mistake. not now, cause it isn't exactly the best choice but couldn't help it.. words hit hard, worries are like emotional burdens weighing tons on each word spoken..
as usual, my emotions are out of control, overpowering..
got to get my emotions right, steady.
no more pain, anger, annoyance.
may a smile wash it all away.
chant the words of encouragement,
words of hope and happiness,
"tomorrow will be a better day"
close your eyes and shun the echos in your head.
come back to where you are,
drown your thoughts with music,
with nothing but work, equations.
thats just what we need to move away from all of this.
tonight's news were amazing. so may tomorrow bring more exciting news for us all.
♥