2/27/2011 11:44:00 PM
Sunday, February 27, 2011
sometimes i think too much.
get the pic? :D
boom bada bam >:D
hmmm. gotta learn how to loosen up abit i guess. some people may see me as a talkative freak till they ask me to keep quiet for fun or see me as a weirdo due to all the weird things i can come up with but then, there are some people who do think im a quiet soul and dont speak a single word and always remain silent like a shadow :P
whatdya think :)
hmmm. sooo. life-y. well, the sweets are not really helping me keep awake anymore ): and gonna keep a fit life yo! sooo, plannin to run and so far, its not bad :D
hmmm, but what else? tomorrows gonna be a new day.. a new day when i will resist and not fall into temptations! MUAHAHHA... sigh. hope it goes well, shall resist! >:D sounds like im dieting or going against chocolates or something but nooo, resisting temptations of stuff! doesn't really make sense huh? :/ but on the serious note, may things get better tomorrow..
okayy, sound like a maniac and a loony dweeb but heyy, trying to be a good sport :) and perhaps the side effects from having too much chocolate and icecream :/
better sleep, nighties!
♥
2/26/2011 01:26:00 AM
Saturday, February 26, 2011
im honestly not hallucinating. i see you, see me.
you want me to answer it for yours? its sad..
heyy look. already suffered enough last time and finally when its over, it comes back. seriously? i dont need to go through all this kind of idiocy all over again. if you wanna stare than stare, if you want to tell me something then tell me something. honestly, i don't get you nor do you for me. if im scary then hurry tell me you find me intimidating. if you think its going on too much or something than tell me, dont make stupid and idiotic comments and face me with your innocent looking eyes.. sigh. but honestly, they aren't worth your time. what the hell was i thinking. and so, what the hell am i still thinking..
must and will do something bout it.... right?
ahh im such a sad case.. but then, please tell me im thinking too much.
♥
2/24/2011 12:03:00 AM
Thursday, February 24, 2011
can't believe you were the first person that came into my head when i saw that on my desk.
smiles deceive you. those infront of you are smiling, yes, but who ever said they were smiling too, inside.
me likey this picture :) this is a pic of ze birthday cake from friday and credits to celinae
this year's birthday was really touching and seriously a great one, thank you to all my buds, sms-es, facebook messages, surprises, gifts and especially my family who bought an ice cream cake and another durian cake by accident O.O
but you know something? the best gift i could ever get this year was hearing my mum being healthy after the results a few hours ago, freakingggg happy for her and gave her a huge hug just now :) love my parents :)
don't really know how to type out how jc life has been but so far, its alright i guess. need some time to get used to the subs though. my fellow classmates are awesome, addicted to the chicken rice and fruit tarts. mm. the rest..
really need to stop falling asleep especially without my clan mates whacking me to wake me up now but heyy, my fwen and i have come to conclusion to bring sweets on alternate days beginning from today and gotta admit, today went pretty well, in terms of staying awake.
tomorrows thursday, which means school ending superr late and planning to play bball after pe. its been a while since the last time i got the chance to play with someone and which means, shall be bringing heechul (my bball's name) to school tomorrow :) haha and then school run on friday, really hope my legs heal soon plus in addition to today's taekwando warm ups, deep heat should come in handy later.
missing scgs so much no words can describe it and trust me, there are so many out there who feel the exact same way.
never break. breaking was my worst mistake. not now, cause it isn't exactly the best choice but couldn't help it.. words hit hard, worries are like emotional burdens weighing tons on each word spoken..
as usual, my emotions are out of control, overpowering..
got to get my emotions right, steady.
no more pain, anger, annoyance.
may a smile wash it all away.
chant the words of encouragement,
words of hope and happiness,
"tomorrow will be a better day"
close your eyes and shun the echos in your head.
come back to where you are,
drown your thoughts with music,
with nothing but work, equations.
thats just what we need to move away from all of this.
tonight's news were amazing. so may tomorrow bring more exciting news for us all.
♥
2/20/2011 12:29:00 AM
Sunday, February 20, 2011
why is it so that the fate between us is so great that we keep seeing one another after that painful experience? bleagh..
soooooo grateful to my dear buddies for the surprise dinner on friday!!! :D
LOVE YOU ARIEL, CELINE AND MARYANNE!!! :Dlove you guys sooo much for the dinner, cake and lets never forget, the awesome friendship :D
and after the whole thing, had a freaking tiring experience with coze storage and guards.. bah..
so its finally the weekends once again and shall use this opportunity to regain mua's energy :D
tomorrows gonna be a busy day and no more distractions! >:) nights!
♥
2/16/2011 10:09:00 PM
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
dead tired.
have a feeling that im gonna break one day.
im just smiling back. getting sick of it.
that sparkle that was once there is now gone. what do you expect me to do, pry out your eyes and polish them for you? HAH. now i sound pure evil..
theres a full moon tonight and its so beautiful. just reached home. so grateful to my crazy fwens who agreed to run with me and grateful to them for making me laugh like mad everyday :) bleagh. 2.4km tomorrow and pretty excited and never forgetting, have lots of work to finish and freaking tired.. gonna go off and start now.
peace bleeps (blogger peeps)?
Of all people why was it you I had to see.
You smiled, I smiled back.
That moment,
what do you expect me to say?
Here I am just smiling back at you,
giving you words of congrats,
while watching you do whatever you did.
Wahahah...
Now its different and that look will never be the same.
Shouldn't be getting involved in this kind of shit in the future.
And if so?
There will be no anger, no more pain.
♥
2/13/2011 06:55:00 PM
Sunday, February 13, 2011
When was the last time you cried.
Crying for them..
Making it another late typical night of tears,
gasping of air as nostalgia seeps in.
After washing up,
you creep towards your bed,
hiding under the blanket as everyone else is fast asleep.
Once choosing to listen to music
but eventually decided not to.
Avoiding any part of the lyrics that might trigger something.
Finally, you close your eyes,
seeing nothing but pure darkness,
Stepping into another dimension as you see “them”.
There they stand, smiling back at you,
leaning against as though everything was perfect again.
Suddenly, something whacks you.
You startle.
Opening your eyes,
you find yourself breathing heavily and gasping for air,
looking around you as you only see the light beams from the street lamps outside,
reflected against the walls of the room.
You force yourself back down,
place your arm above your eyes,
clutching the blanket tighter and closer.
Replaying the whole dream as you die for it all to happen again.
Whoever said sleep was an escape is most probably lying cause no matter how much you try to run or sleep it off, it will always come back haunting you in your dreams. Think about it, even your sweetest dreams? Can turn into a nightmare once stepped back into reality.
♥
2/12/2011 07:48:00 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2011
missing you..
if only.
jc life. its been pretty awesome :) won't say the class is extremely close yet but trying to make everyone close with one another and make it feel a little like co, a little crazy huh but it would be awesome if no one is left out
valentines day is coming up too! which means.. mua's deal with siti and zahrah takes place and ice cream, heh heh!!! have somethin to look forward to after school :D
felt reallyyyy, seriouslyyy great seeing all my red cross buds on thurs :) miss them all like mad... went over to deborah's house and we were pretty surprised when we saw my sis there talking to her sis sooo... we decided to chat till my sis left and it ended up to be 10.35pm? felt really happy seeing everyone again :D
today :/ really wasted my day. was feeling a little weak so spent it listening to the radio, gotta print notes later! HUGE stack to print.. plus inclusive for a friend, make it huge-r :/ but at least we can prepare for lectures after that :)
dreams? uhhh. not so nice..
♥
2/10/2011 01:53:00 AM
Thursday, February 10, 2011
I'm confused.
Schools been better :) trying to stay alive and hyper instead of letting my emotions take over me :/ but of course when school ends, you can't really blame me cause usually end up dead tired and sleepin on the bus :/
Really need to go to popular to buy stuff :/ plus jamming to the cd my sis just bought, one of my favouritr artists, p!nk's greatest hits... so far!!! Album
Soo. School ends at 6pm on Thursdays and found out that it was not a standardised timing but dependant on our classes and subject combi-s. So we all end at diff timings dependant on our classes. Honestly don't mind ending late tomorrow or anything especially when the last period is PE but seriously can't help feeling quite annoyed especially bout tomorrow. Won't be able to make it for the redcoss orientation event. But well, shall enjoy pe then and go back for a while. Then off I go to meet my levelmates for dinner! Kinda got a scolding when asking for permission to go for dinner so really unsure if I'll be able to go to this Sunday's event but understand my mum's concern soo shall be grateful I guess
wonder if I'll look like a walking traffic light if i wear my sc green shorts and ze house tee which is red :/ heh heh! We had a small spot check and my form thought alterations were made for my skirt and my hair was dyed O.O assured him that it wasn't true and for those who know me usually know how super long my skirt has ever been in sc, which I can proudly say is negative 2! :D hahah, feel like such a dweeb right now :P but yup soo now it's above my knees and it's a lame thing but, my legs feel cold. HAHA but yeahh :/
Orientation camp was pretty awesome!! Pretty much had the girlest moment of my life during the house performance, man. But but gotta admit it was fun :) really love the cheers and loving the spirit :)
the peeps in my class are really nice and looking forward in working with them and are grateful to them for trusting me :) brings back memories from 4co. Sigh. But of course it's super different and missing my co classmates like crazy.... Glad to be meeting some of my buds this week though :)
Classes are starting tomorrow and pretty excited, just hope I'll be able to keep awake :/ better sleep before I fall asleep during the lectures tomorrow ):
Shall look forward to waffles with my bus buddy tomorrow before assembly and goin to our seperate classes :/ nights!
It's been weeks and you're still no where in sight.
♥
2/07/2011 12:18:00 AM
Monday, February 7, 2011
with school starting and all, life has been well occupied and guess a good time to stop thinking..
never thought a day would come when these vibes would fail me. still have a strong feeling but perhaps im thinking too much.. updates after camp perhaps?
soo just finished packing and talking to zahrah right now :)
orientation camp tomorrow and first day meeting my official class and classmates. really scared :/
but still, missing 4co..
♥
2/05/2011 12:11:00 AM
Saturday, February 5, 2011
bonjour, bonjour!!!
firstly! happy chinese new year peeps!!! :D
hmmm, haven't been updating recently but lifes been soso? time whizzed by just like that and poof, subjects and class have all been confirmed and a 2days1night orientation with class this monday, which means, not in our MGs anymore ):
mmm quite excited and really nervous bout it, sigh.
got to admit, it was quite eh heh. at the beginning due to the new faces and awkwardness but started to feel the school spirit and really starting to love the school :D love my MG too! MG14 IS AWESOME YOO! :D but since a majority of us are separated to different classes, we all hope to see one another around school and during orientation :)
this year's chinese new year passed by pretty quickly :/ went to universal studios with family today! :D and also renewed my contract for the phone today, which means... NEW PHONE! MUAHAHAH :D finally after all these years and the errors plus sudden restarting-s, was really hoping to get it changed soon :) and being a faithful buyer of ze sony ericson phones, got the u2oi at a really sweet price from the contract offer :) its really different from my past phones and its gonna be really hard to get used to but tryin something new! but of course a little annoyed cause still can't figure out how to see my contact's numbers >:/
plannin to wake up early tomorrow for a jog with a little squirt! :D sooo, nights!
♥
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