1/01/2011 03:54:00 AM
Saturday, January 1, 2011
a little note written.
" A painful walk home.
its here. a year which many of us thought would take forever to arrive. the year, 2011. it feels weird writing a "11" instead of the numbers "10". Year 2010 really changed me in so many ways. it taught me so much and to be honest, really owe my buds from the clan, who seriously helped me get through so many tough moments this year and even till today. and the people whom I really got to thank, trust me. the words, "thank you", will never be able to express the gratitude felt.
can't believe its the start of a new year again. Really detest the feeling of having to get used to a new environment and adapting the habit of writing a different number. and the moment we get used of doing that all and finding life going smoothly? it all ends as the cycle repeats itself. its like, finally getting used to something and a few "seconds" later, its over while another new beginning enters.
life is somewhat like a game. the stages represent the different years and the characters represent the people in your life. you go through the stages and notice different environments with the different characters in it. despite the stages still having a small number of characters from the first few stages, they tend to "vanish" as the game progresses. its somewhat reflecting on how you'll meet these people for a certain period of time but after a while, its different. saying, people come in and out of your life. but then. the difference in life is that, it always takes 2 hands to clap. and both parties to put in effort to keep in contact and making this "relationship" possible. and of course, lets not forget. life has no pause or restart buttons.
so when you do one mistake? take note. it scars you forever..
sigh. really need to get this all out of my chest.. 2011 has always been a, little reluctant to face, year since years ago, cause its the year when we are somewhat said to be, officially? graduated from scgs. and especially with peeps from the clan sending one another really deep and touching sms-es, its hard not to shed a tear, smile to yourself and reflect on how much we've all been through. really envious of those people who are happily smiling and looking forward to 2011. indeed its a "new beginning" but you know what are my last few words i've got to say before the year 2010 ends?
"I just wished they knew how much pain they've inflicted upon me as well as know how hard it is and was to bear the pain with them remaining oblivious to all that was going on."
But no matter these emotions, grateful for my buds and the people who have been there for me during these tough moments as well as till today.
And thus, here I take my 90 degrees bow, bidding farewell to an amazing of year of 2010.
Thank you and happy new year. "
♥
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