12/24/2010 03:23:00 AM
Friday, December 24, 2010
I'm sorry but it's not as easy giving a genuine smile just like it was in the past. Finally figured that out.
Can't sleep once again and didn't take medication soo perhaps it might take a while but for now, music is my medication :)
Started packing my place today and only finished one part of it and shall continue to my desk tmr! Kinda dreading it cause kinda store secret stuff there which I tell myself of laughing bout in the future and admit it still doesn't fail to make me laugh and smile to myself all thnks to the clan and our strange encounters but it really gets me thinking bout the past. So guess that's where the dread comes from huh? Hahh. But once I pack the top, gonna place my class photos there and don't really want to throw the relay and email list though. Gotta plan a class meet up soon and never forgetting, better start sending the notifications and settle the other details whn Linda get back :)
It's really heartbreaking throwing away all the test papers, notes an worksheets. It really gets you thinking bout how fast everything has passed and how much we've all gone through, never thinking the time when os would come to an end, would in fact come to an end so quickly, sigh. Seriously can't bear to throw them especially the notes from maths and bio tuition. Miss my tutors and really grateful to them :) kept all my files and textbooks just in case I guess.. Every worksheet and subject hinders a different memory.
Really grateful for these two, well one day/s of rest before sat's party and perhaps the first time I'm gonna wear a skirt after thousands of years... Sounds weird being tired from goin out and having fun but it's been a litle draining I guess and an occupied mind makes it a little more draining but still smiling and appreciating the moments :) sooo. Helloo! :D sigh.
Really not in the mood to go out right now, surprisingly. But you know what's the most awesome "outing" one could have right now? Or perhaps an indirect remedy to the soul? A peaceful walk with a friend. Swear that would really make things feel better. Heh back tothat walk thought again but walking buds are either overseas or busy or facing difficulties meeting up right now ): just wished there was still school. Things would be so much easier especially when meeting up with peeps to randomly walk or play bball after stressful day :) brings back memories from the late evenings after study camp..
It's lame but. When I close my eyes right now, I imagine the red track in sc. It's like, walking round and round the track and it's bright and sunny with a gentle breeze lightening the atmosphere. :) sigh. Anyone up for a walk just tell me, it would do so much for the soul :) for now just substituting with night jogs with my shadow
*shrugs and continues imagining the track*
Feel like a kid right now but proud of it :)
The dark atmosphere really gets your brain thinking :) especially the silence when everyone around is sleeping with only their silent snoring breaking the silence
Peace and quiet.
♥
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