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8/06/2010 08:06:00 PM

Friday, August 6, 2010

someone please save me. im starting to skip every song on my itunes as im increasing the volume as i blast it louder and louder. not goood, ahhh. gotta stop thinking...

my blood is rushing faster through my veins which is starting to cause dizziness.. not gooood....

bah. happy national day everyone :D ndp today passed by so quickly and everything was kinda short and its kinda depressing especially from the fact this year is our last year in sc and our LAST ndp in scgs. sigh. but the dancin was fun especially one more thing, I LOVE MY CLAN MEMBERS TO THE MAX!!! *HUGS TILL YOUR FACES TURN BLUE* YOU GUYS! I CAN'T EXPRESS HOW GRATEFUL I AM FOR HELPING ME WITH YEAHH. WOVE YOU!!! but then surprisingly, didnt really get me high like it did last time but then... ended up feeling kinda happy when i reached home :) and NEVER forgetting the card from celine, HAHAH! LOVE IT :D

promos today too, felt great getting the chance to see everyone once again :) can't wait for tomorrow dinner plus the early meet up :) but then, oral practice tomorrow at 8 :S bahh.

after oral pract, went for the awesome clan outing with our awesome amath teacher and it really ROCKED :D felt really tired so was kinda dead, heh, sorry guys :/ but then theres one thing i gotta repeat, WOVIN THE CLAN :D

the pics of last night's clan outing are all finally up on facebook!!! ahhhh eagerly waiting for maryanne and celine to post today's!!!! hahah!

can't wait for tomorrow, another awesome stress free day :D

♥

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

Designer: Zahrah / Shirleen / Jialing ♥
Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
Layout: Hanchul

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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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