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7/17/2010 11:57:00 PM

Saturday, July 17, 2010

i keep checking but what im dying for, it isnt appearing.
its driving me crazy.
but then. whats the use.

feeling so dull now.

had been having really bad mood swings for the entire week. really sorry guys :S really think its the lack of sleep.

tolerance level has been dropping lower and lower as each day goes by. really happy that friday is over, which means less worries bout the amath, emath and bio test that day. sigh. out of this whole week got to admit monday was one of the best day of my life, hahah :) love the clan and our whacked out - ness

thursday was awesome too, met a few friends on my way back and got to walk out alot of stress stuck in my mind. hahah, thanks guys

felt really ill and woke up with a slight fever today. feeling so lethargic right now.. one week left to prelims..

is this all a joke?
what heartless prank is fate playing now.
is this the consequence, i ask.
yes i ask once more.
what the hell are you trying to do.
the pain and suffering im enduring must not be enough huh.
great..

imagine walking along the road and soon, you see a car approaching you. you who chooses not to move but yet stand there and tempted to stay rooted to the ground, only wake up and drag your two feet when the car horned loudly at you.

do you know whats the worst thing about these headaches? everytime i lie down or close my eyes, i dont sense the peace that im searching for but yet, the confusion ive been running away from.

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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