6/18/2010 10:04:00 PM
Friday, June 18, 2010
i keep hoping, i'll keep hoping..

today was such an awesome day :) went to study camp and had a picnic with ariel, celine, constance, maryanne and ningzhen :D was the bomb mann! heh heh! we should totally hold another soon but with the full number of peeps the next time! :) plus yesterdays meeting with jp was prettae fun :D can't believe june camps just next week, lookin pretty forward to it but yet little reluctant.
finally visited the docs yesterday and feeling soo much better, heh? but yet, have a feeling which isnt exactly so good, that one mood which makes you go brain dead. ahhh... have been listening to songs and minds a little off. can't help but hear this one song, chobyeol by heechul :) its just so beautiful and his voice is just soo soothing :) well, better get my mind back and set to action before... X_X
right.. all the best everyone and may the force be with you :)
I wish I didnt need to think,
I wish I didnt need to speak.
I wish I knew how to tell between whats real and whats self denial.
I wish I could forget you.
I wish I never met you,
I wish you weren't so perfect.
I wish you knew.
sigh..
All these wishes just come down one,
how i'm suffering day by day because of you,
how im slowly dying because of my brain,
my thoughts.
a substitute who mirrors that image of you,
its different,
its not the same, and it will never be.
barely breathing with a broken heart.
(Broken by Lifehouse)
♥