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6/05/2010 11:17:00 PM

Saturday, June 5, 2010

how many times must one get hurt and feel the pain before finally facing the truth.

THE WEEKS FINALLY OVER! :D but then theres amath mock and geog next week, then more school, then the os... but! was looking foward to yesterday and the weekends, plan to take a nice break, heh heh! still can't find my watch D:

spent the friday evening with deborah and takin a long, awesome walk from pines to botanical gardens to school to robin to stevens :D super awesome plus have been dying for a chance to just walk around the place and enjoy the fresh air :) also got the chance to "teach" her the diff between a "guy" and a girl :D super funny, hahah! reinstalled something last night too

since the beginning of the week, have decided to spend me relaxing time by...

CHASING CHEESE BALLS

heh heh! its an itouch app but then decided to do something more fun :) returning to a game i used to be addicted to, other than warcraft :)

GUNZ! MUAHAHHAH!

learnt a few things today,

1.
when you play gunz, a majority number of these girl characters are guys. >:(

2.
it was pretty fun playing with my bro :D

3.
who knew the scenery in the game was so awesome? :D

come on man! games like warcraft/ gunz or dota are both genders! >:/

slacking too much :S need to start work tomorrow morning plus getting a haircut too :D so so excited tomorrow and june camp, heh heh!!!

all the best wishes for huijun!!!! so sorry for not being able to go today but love you loads roomy! :D

can't believe how much it hurt like hell when your face kept appearing in front of my eyes.

learnt something from celine,
let go, forgive and forget. move on with life and never rake up the past.

♥

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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