4/05/2010 12:54:00 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010
i hate it when you go but i love to see you leave.
shit. this couldnt be happening. not again.heyy :) the weekends were spent well restoring energy, heh heh. plus talentime competition last sat and it was awesomee! awesome job and tough competition, congrats to all schools who got into the finals! plus song, dance and drama did awesome! we managed to get one of the top few :D told you red cross is cool, heh heh!
just wishing i had one more day of rest and spend it killing zombies with my bro, sigh.
man. theres something wrong with me. i've been killed. killed emotionally. everythings just so numb. but then maybe its because of something. the only thing that is somehow still alive in this number emotional state.Sometimes you think to yourself.
Looking around you,
at the bloody mess you've made.
You stop and think,
staring hard at your hands covered in fresh blood.
This mess you've got yourself into,
forever and permanently stain upon these hands.
You think some more and rush to the washroom.
You immediately turn on the tap,
desperately rubbing the surface of your hands against one another,
over and over again.
No matter how hard you tried,
these stains were never erased.
Droplets of sweat started to trickle at the side of your forehead.
You halted in your actions as you started to take in deep breaths,
soon accepting the fact that once stained.
forever scarred.
Scarred deeply with this injury.
♥