as each day passes by, my emotions are slowly drifting further and further away. heechul's past style here is amazin O.O
a picture of them for their concert around june/july this year :D their hairstyles are totally awesome xD plus heechulie's hair is bright red O.O
today's tea expedition was pretty interesting o.O brought back alot of memories though. of how we all used to sit together in sec1, laughing away as life was so perfect for us all. but right now, one by one you guys left the school, slowly losing touch with one another. man, i miss you guys. i really do :S sigh.
i shall stand afar and stare. i wont do anything else but that. man. how much longer am i gonna keep up with childishness.
kill me, just stab me. its so much better than being dead than feeling dead. im losing all my understandings bout friendships. bout trust. whats trust. all these words coming one by one by one, then another, then another, then another. whats the point of saying all these weightless words when you dont mean it. theres no point making one happy for one moment then throw it aside later. im getting ignorant. no. i am ignorant. starting to feel so numb to this. seriously. what the hell is trust when the other party throws it aside just like that after making a promise. just wake up..
after watching last week's talentime, it really brought back so many memories. their performances were awesome that i cant deny but the feeling of performing it as a class is even better :] 2pr 08!!! missing you guys man :S
♥
Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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