alrighto. its gonna be a pretty late night tonight :D woohoo!!! fighting xD bahh humbug. eoys this week!!! o.O plus bro's birthday tomorrow! plus shin dong's! HAHAH! pretty cool xD wanted to buy him a gift but didnt managed to at the end. D: hmm. maybe i should give him something virtually :D heh heh!!!
alrighto, off to finish up stuff. bahh. on the bright side, pretty high after getting a sugar rush xD left Mug in the freezer since the afternoon :D plus got this huge yupi gummi lunch pack from my bro since its one of the extras for his party tomorrow :D wheee!!! FIGHTING!!!
heechulie!!! :D
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9/27/2009 01:54:00 AM
getting more paranoid each day.
really tired. and lots of people are starting to feel tired and dull. bah. lets blame the eoys blues man. o.O hmm, one more week. lets all hang in there yeah? STUDENTS FIGHTING!!!! :D
please live little guys :S wonder how you guys are doing now in the little container D: live little jelly!!!! D:
siewjia!!! thanks for being awesome *cough cough* HAHAH! and thanks for helping to de-stress man! xD --------- You turned. I stared. You looked. I smiled.
Love. What is love? Is it just that warm feeling inside? Is it just a word or an excuse for the attraction we feel for another? Is it something that blinds of all your sanity? Open your books and there you see it. Love. Our text says, "The course of true love never did run smooth." True its hard to find, or did it ever run smooth. Turn on your television and there you see it too. Love. They make it all look so easy, when actually its not. Sometimes mixed with infactuation. Sometimes mixed with obsessions. That ability of finding a true one is one worth bowing down to. This little task seems so easy but, it never had nor never will.
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9/24/2009 12:01:00 AM
Thursday, September 24, 2009
i thought i was moving but i went no where.
sigh. o.O eoys next week. bahhh.
totally in love with Taegoon's and G Dragon's latest album xD the songs are really awesome especially "betrayed" by Taegoon and "A Boy" by G-Dragon :D cant believe his album got accused for plagiarism though o.O but his fans still got his back :]
you closed your eyes, heaving a huge sigh as you sat with another alone in this room. You opened your eyes once again and asked. "Are you sure?" "Yes, I am." You heaved another sigh as you closed your eyes once more. Slowly concentrating as you stored it all within. Hearing nothing but the slow breaths of the other. Was it really the right thing to do? What if it ends up badly? How did we even come this far? You clutched your fists, frowning away as your face started to turn red. The eyes of the other widening as sweat started to trickle down her forehead. She wanted to run, but fear kept her rooted to the ground. Lifting her hands to cover her eyes as blinding light reflected the four walls of the room. The furniture started to shake. Everything was falling apart, leaving small pieces of shattered glass on the ground. There you stood enduring the pain that ran through your veins. Come on. A little more to go. What you were going to do was going to change everything. Exposing your lifetime secret to the eyes of the public. Letting out a final cry of pain before it all changed. Everything stopped shaking. The room was in chaos. But most importantly. You were a human, no more. ...
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9/17/2009 12:46:00 AM
Thursday, September 17, 2009
sometimes love blinds you. yet sometimes, love wakes you up to the beautiful points in life.
WOOHOO!!! HEECHULIE LOOKS DAMN GOOD HERE xD HAHAH! :D so so hot! *does hand actions*
eoys are coming closer and closer O.O and orals this friday :S so nervous. bahhh. humbug.
Super Girl by Suju M has been replaying in my mind for the whole day mann :D HAHAH! totally in loveee with the beats and their dance mann!!! damnn nicee :D its brain washin. YEAH MAN! oh my, super girl, ni shi wo de baby girl! oh my super girl, wo shi ni de superman! WHOOHOO! *dances* cant dance for peanuts man O.O dancing peanuts are wayyy cooler :D
your laughter and the look in your eyes really make my day mannn :D
reposting this videooo!!! :D suju guide for Heechul!!! its totally worth watchin man! this fellow youtuber also made other vids for the other members too! they are all really really worth watching! check out your fav member's guide! if you cant find it, shes still workin on it :D soo just have a little patiencee..
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9/14/2009 08:43:00 PM
Monday, September 14, 2009
ITS THE 14th!!! which means... SUPER JUNIOR M'S COME BACK VIDEO IS OUT!!! :D the beats and everything rock xD totally in love with the beats :D
their dance moves are super cute xD HAHAH! hankyung, ryeowook and siwon is lookin fineee man :D HAHAH! HANCHUL! :D bahh. fanfic eh o.O hankyung is super cute in the vid xD HAHAH! he looks cool as a "nerd" and being "cool" :D
WOOHOO! SUPER JUNIOR M FIGHTING! :D
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9/14/2009 04:03:00 AM
stuck in delusion.
enjoy this awesome video!!! totally in love with this song after watching it :D lucky person man o.O
bio test later. no way prepared for it. just finished going through the whole thing but its still all so fague. sigh. nothings getting my brain. D: bahh. concentrate man, concentrate!!!! :S
was forced to get a hair cut today :S kinda miss my old hairstyle. but it will grow! :D hahah! saw a guy with long hair using a hairband to keep it all back just like heechul in the past! :D so cool. stylo man! heh heh!
bah.. feel like slamming my head on the com. lets look foward to the muffin then :S or was it a brownie? hmm o.O
twisting it for the last time, you dropped the key in the hole, turned around and let the wind blow against your face. You stared at the sky as you saw the stars shine, treasuring every second of this rare moment. You dragged your feet across the hard rocky surface, walking closer and closer the the gate of your house. Suddenly, something caught your eye. You came to a halt and turned to the direction. There you saw the one. The one you have been thinking bout for the past few days. The one whos smile have been flashing past your mind. The one whos laughter kept ringing in your ears. There the one stood just a road away, smiling and waving frantically at you. Filled with no emotion but amazement. Why was the one there? here? now? The one laughed and started running towards you. Could this be true? You amazement left you rooted the ground. It must be. You finally decided to take a step forward. No. The moment you made your mind, a car whizzed past and straight into the one. Your eyes widened as you stood frozen at the spot. It was all an illusion. You closed your eyes and shook your head, turning back to where you were and continued walking on. You sniggered to yourself. It was all too good to be true.
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9/13/2009 01:57:00 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
its only you i see.
sooo. its sunday O.O theres a bio test tomorrow. and the hols are gonna be over :S sigh. lets finish up as much as we can man. WOOHOO! >:(
super junior M will be making their comeback soon and SM Entertainment has released a short teaser for their laest song, Super Girl on the 11th of September :D the song sounds really cool :D it has been said that the release date of the full mv will be in late September, soo. LETS WATCH OUT FOR IT! :D han geng, siwon and ryeowook looks damn good in the video! :D
pics of amber from f(x) :D she somehow reminds me of the girl from coffee prince O.O
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9/11/2009 05:34:00 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
Theres just something bout you that makes me laugh.
Alrighto, can finally sign in blogger :D but theres the error again. D: BAHH. But this pic was posted earlier today soo the codes saved in the draft :D heh heh! HEECHULIE! :D Its FRIDAY D: BAHHH. Today was the last day for study camp and also the last day of the weekdays which means, MONDAY IS COMING. BAHH O.O haven’t managed to finish much and theres still so much to go. Argh. Well. LETS DO THIS MAN! EOYS FIGHTING!!! >:( *glues butt to the chair* Today was a prettae cool day :D played basketball and did push ups with siewjia after study camp and studying in the canteen :D stress relief man :D heh heh! THANKS SIEW JIA!!! Especially for chasing me back into school!!! :D HAHAH! THANK YOUUU :D BAHH. Kinda tired :S Ohh yeah. Have been receiving quite a number of comments bout something o.O well overall I can ensure you one definite thing. I AM AN SC GIRL! :D get the hint? :D HAHAH! :D Hmm. Talking bout it, check out lachata by f(x)!!! f(x) is a new SM Entertainment Girl group :D woohoo!!! AMBER ROCKSSS :D shes damn freaking cool! HAHAH! :D Plus her rapping is said to be as good as CL from 2NE1 who is looked upon as the best Korean female rapper :D shall upload pics the next time if possible :S
WOOHOOO LETS DO THIS EVERYONE! EOYS!!!
You walked on and on, wearing a large coat that covered your body. The place was remote and quiet as mist filled the place. I ran up to you and reached out for you. The touch of my fingers seized your footsteps. I held your shoulder and turned you around. A pure white mask covered your face as you closed your eyes. Curiousity about your identity started to arouse. I reached my hand out slowly, withdrawing the mask from the contact of your skin as it exposed your identity. You slowly opened your eyes as our eyes met. That look in your eyes, It was deep. deeper than it ever could be. Seconds passed like years as we gazed into one another’s eyes. Just the two of us, standing there in this remote place. Words finally came out of my mouth as I continued staring. “Its really you.”
When I close my eyes, I see you. When I lie alone in this room, I hear you. When I stare blankly, I see your smile. When I listen to music, I hear your laughter. Shucks.
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9/11/2009 12:55:00 AM
tonight, i will close my eyes and erase you from my mind. DEAR DEAR HEECHUL AND NEW PHONE BACKGROUND :D HAHAH! soo cute yeah? :] wonder what talk show this is :S
THANK YOUUU SITI FOR THE WEBSITEEE!!!
THANK YOUUU WENQIAN FOR THE EMAILLL!!!
pretty high and worn out right now :D high after going through a quick heechul pic and video hunt and alsooo reading wenqian's VERY INTERESTING EMAIL. HAHA! seriously wondering how you got it man O.O couldnt stop laughin, thanks!!!
HEECHUL WAS A LIFE GUARD xD HAHAH! so cute :] alrighto, found out bout some of his and few suju members Mnet awards xD heh heh!!! The Award is awarded among 100 nominees and the rankings are... :D
Heechul Mnet Awards Dr. Wide Mnet Wide Stlye (#3) Trend Report (#52) Adorable Male (#19) Super Flower Boys(#22)
Adorable Male Ki bum got (#12) han kyung got (#77) dong hae got (#34)
Must have Males Si Won (#17)
I don't know but I think I have fallen for you.
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9/07/2009 09:15:00 PM
Monday, September 7, 2009
let your body flow with the music as you rock the dance floor. isnt this picture cute :D awwwwwwww.
few random facts of heechul i found on the net O.O poor little thing for number 2 D:
1. Heechul dislikes girls who show off their tummy. 2. When heechul was young he went to the girls washroom cause the guys kicked him out of the guys washroom cause they thought he was a girl and the girls didnt notice and thought he was one of them. 3. Heechul gets annoyed by people easily, especially people who don’t listen to him. 4. Heechul slaps and hits people alot. 5. Heechul thinks Sohee is really cute. He even joined her fan cafe and made his login name after her. 6. Heechul likes wearing his tom and jerry shirt/pajama to sleep.
blogger is still a little blogger error free :D well. the words are all jumbled up but it can upload pics! :D HAHHA! few pics during the SM TOWN Concert! :D
ahhh an old photo of them before they debuted! :D
uknow! the group leader of DBSK or TVXQ and a superr close friend to heechul! :D
pics from SM TOWN Concert!
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9/07/2009 01:10:00 AM
all i could do was shout your name as you walked further and further away.
pic of them on heechul's recent cyworld post
second post. AWESOMEEEE :D the error is all of a sudden gone :D with a *poof* xD AHHA! doubt it will stay this way sooo shall steal this chance to post a few pics :D but. theres an error with the tagboard. some error 500 o.O
pic taken during their taiwan concert
love heechul's and ryeowook's hair style :D
don't you find this pic cute xD HAAHH!!!!
There you stood on the rooftop, grasping your cellphone in your palm. Gazing at the beautiful sky as the stars and moon lit shone brightly. Thoughts filled your mind. Thoughts of your loved one, one who both impacted and also scarred your very life. Thinking to yourself, asking the same question over and over again. The phone vibrated in your palm. Slowly lifting it to your eyes as you saw the name. Answering the call with no replies but heavy breathes. Constant "hellos" were heard as the caller became more anxious. You held your breath and soon replied. "You got the wrong number."
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9/06/2009 11:29:00 PM
Sunday, September 6, 2009
It takes two to start a relationship and it also takes two to end one.
SM TOWN'S NEW SONG :D heechul is damn cute xD
heh heh!!! replacing pics with videos due to the error O.O SM Town's new song, Seaside featuring DBSK, Super Junior, SHINee! With relations to the season of Summer :D categorized under the new updates and releases on Showbiz Extra :D started to fly when i saw suju on showbiz extra xD plus someone wrote to showbiz's mailbox and asked bout them :D they replied that they are still preparing and undergoing their asian tour which will be visiting 8 stated countries and others :S sooo lets cross our fingers and hope they come here to singapore!!! :D
alrighto. tomorrows monday!!! O.O bahh.
if you are searching for a song, totally recommend you check this song out :] its really awesome and deep story behind it. The singer dresses up as both a guy and girl to express the feelings of both parties.
Rose by Hwayobi
All that love was a lie, All those sorries were lies I said I'll never cry, I won't believe in anything If the heart runs away, everything will be forgotten. Dont act like you were in love, Dont act like you are sorry.. Those foolish times when you only existed in my life, although i regret again, and resolve again. I still like you -Rose by Hwayobi
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9/05/2009 12:07:00 AM
Saturday, September 5, 2009
mutated colour eh? o.O cant seem to change it.
im still online fiddling with the colour of the music player D:
ahhh
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9/04/2009 10:17:00 PM
Friday, September 4, 2009
hating goodbyes to the core.
bahh. getting super annoyed with blogger. bahh D: even after trying to upload a few pics with 3 coms it didnt really work. there is some how this weird error that never goes away D: hmm/ did research and somehow it still doesnt work. bahh.. sigh :S woohoo! the power of words o.O
alrighto. the september hols have starteddd o.O which means. its alottt closer to the eoys :S
why must there always be goodbyes? why must we leave this earth? why are there so many mysteries still left unsolved? who am i? who are you? did we once meet before in our past lives? have you ever noticed. how things also end when you finally get used to it? dont you just hate the feeling.
one photo. no words. just one smile. it just struck me.
i fell to my knees as you stared down at me. there we stood alone in a badly lit room. nothing surrounded us, no furniture, no windows but that one small bulb. i lifted my head as i looked into your eyes, seeing no emotion but just your eyes slowly turning bloodshot red. you stared down at me with disappointment as you turned and sighed. Step by step, you walked away and closer towards the darkness, leaving me all alone in this dark room. Clenching my fists tightly as i stared at the floor. With nothing to remember you but the watery footprints of your shoes left behind.
AGATHA AND THEA!!! have been owing you these videos for damn long! D: here it is!!!
[HEECHUL'S DRAMA part 1]
[HEECHUL'S DRAMA PART 2]
[SUPER JUNIOR T GOONG PART 1]
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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