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7/31/2009 11:17:00 PM

Friday, July 31, 2009

I call, even though i call for you. And there's no reply, I'll wait for you

BAHH. I miss the fresh air! The birds chirping! The leafs of the trees rustling in the wind! I miss the outdoors man! D: BAHH. A mystical place, outdoors! Outdoors! Ou-utttdooooooors!!!
Forced in this constricted “prison” once again. Bah. Okay not really constricted prison but ive been stuck here for the past 5 days! Well actually all my life but. 5 days D: maybe im being a little cranky but lifes really dull without school and the ability to even leave the house. :S

Mtv is holding their “world stage” performance in Malaysia! O.O so close yet so far. But still! Nine inch nails and lady gaga is coming to Singapore to perform. But when you compare two artists to thousands of them in the world stage performance O.O the closest super junior and dbsk got to Singapore is Malaysia D: hope they stop by Singapore in both of their next asian tours xD

Bahhh. Not allowed to leave the house once again. Well. the excuse of the signing the form didn’t work so off to plan 2. Which is.. rotting at home. BAH :S I wish I had some teleporting machine :] heh heh. Alright. Im going crazy, cranky, aging faster and once again losing my mind xS

Loving one of heechul’s and hangeng’s line in the song “U” by Super Junior following up with ryeowook xD

Han geng: Don’t look at me like that, the game with you hasn’t started yet”

Heechul:“Let me read your tarot cards and I’ll find your ideal guy”

And then ryeowook will then go…
“and I’ll make that guy become me”

:D

Heechul looks damn hot with his long original hair when he first debuted and that’s a fact :D
U by Super Junior

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
Layout: Hanchul

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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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