6/10/2009 02:13:00 AM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright. trust me, i will.
MORNING!!! :D just finished bathing xD heh heh, kinda late O.O was pretty cool how the water was still really hot. welll. from how the weather is goin nowadays, i guess anythings possible :S aw man. think im starting to be nocturnal. HAHAH! so cool, yet annoying. feel alot more awake in the night yet so weak in the day O.O hmm. totally in love with this song! was introduced through my cousin when we started to play almost all the msn games till kinda late to pass the time o.O plus was introduced "winner at a losing game" by my sis, it has totally awesome lyrics :] somehow able to smell blood right now. weird.
went out with ashley and wenqian the day before yesterday!!! xD was superrr fun :D HAHAH! seriously admiring wenqian's photography skills and ashley's skill of making people wear dresses :D HAHAH! plus seriously gonna pay ashley back asap man. went with charissa and jiaping to sheng siong to buy stuff and pick prawns on the same mornin, HAHA! :D aw man, we must remember to keep the toy yeah? :D
after seeing how fasionable and stylo ashley and wenqian is when they came over, kinda got insulted for my sense of fashion. wa lao. ehhh i may not have a good sense of fashion but im still totally proud of it man! AHAH! xD despite it being almost the same thing over and over again :D lets all say it loudly and proudly! :D
I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
- Gone so Young by Amber Pacific
appearing everywhere.
when will it stop?
somehow never failing to forget
The Rose [ 26/4/09 ]
when our eyes met,
we both turned and looked away.
thinking to oneself.
"what could the person be thinking?
get a grip on yourself!"
turning once again
our eyes met again.
that was the beginning of it all.
we held hands as we walked down this road.
sitting closely side by side.
we looked at one another deep in thoughts.
thinking what could the opposite be thinking right now.
a rose soon came between us,
reaching both our eyes.
what made that rose so magnificant,
was that small droplet of dew hanging at the corner of its petal.
i held you tightly in my arms,
and all that i thought was..
i didnt want to let go and i never will.
that little droplet fell to the ground.
shatters of glass was heard,
gunshots filling the air.
i grabbed you in the hand and we ran away.
as we hid behind a wall,
i assured you we were fine and looked around for safety.
suddenly i relised something.
a sticky liquid filled my hands as i held yours.
i looked down with my eyes wide open.
"no. no, this cant be"
i rose my head and looked into your eyes.
your eyes had lost that shimmering blink and was slowly closing.
your sly grin slowly faded into a thin straight line.
i reached out for you and held you tightly as tears burned in my eyes.
before you left, you whispered to me softly.
"you dont know how happy i am to actually gone through this far with you"
i closed my eyes and held you tighter and whispered back.
" please, please dont leave me."
your weight fell upon my body.
"no. no. you are alive, you are not dead. no. this cant... no. you are alive. i know you are."
i shook you frantically and with desperateness.
my head slowly fell slowly to your chest as i held onto your collared shirt.
you were everything i wanted.
i cried so badly i couldnt breathe.
i gasped for this cold, heartless air.
"please, dont leave me alone."
♥
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