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6/23/2009 02:38:00 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

under the high skies theres someone singing songs of love.

felt super high after watching super junior's wonderful outing when they played this song, " hey juliet" :D hahah! brings back lots of memories a few years back :]

todays been a pretty interesting day, but kinda wasted it with my stupid headache :S somehow suffering from a headache nowadays. bahh humbug. hmm, woke up heard a message from my mum to call her asap and after calling her found out that she was starting to suspect me of having the swine flu. and after hearing wenqian's really really ENCOURAGING *cough cough* advice, started feeling a little scared of being quarantined. sis kept getting excited bout the swine flu while brother just kept going, "AHHH SWINE FLU, GO AWAY" so yup. pretty awesome day :] but after visiting the doctor, found out a few things. my condition is just an infection, the school hols are not going to be extended and the ccas may be cancelled. O.O

me: mmm!!! *thermometer in my mouth*
sis: what?!? whats your temperature?!?!
me: kinda high, heh. but cant be. must be the chocolate *grins*
sis: chocolate? ehh why not take again and lets take the average!

awww man, kinda hooked onto coffee prince :S AHHHHH. this is bad O.O but yet sooo addiciting :D heh heh

feeling super betrayed by something. yeah its wierd but. by an online game :S heh O.O have been waiting for the game to continue for yearssss and finally when its out, the singapore and malaysian server is not available yet. soo did some research and found out the taiwan server could run pretty smoothly in singapore sooo after hours of anticipation for it to finish downloading, found out that once i click the icon, question marks pop out O.O despite pressing any of the button, the programme just closes at the end after more popping question marks. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. years man, yearsss >:S tried to forget by clicking on fish tycoon. but after a while, it gets kinda dull staring at virtual fishes swimming back and forth.

ps: the circles are really badly drawn eh? overall, it kinda explains why my art teacher graded my art work upside down last year :S

honestly, im happy if youre happy :] just remember, smile alwaysss. peace

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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