Welcome to my blog of bloodshed tears..

6/03/2009 11:41:00 PM

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

time.
past. present. future.
every man wishes to grant control of.
but yet to no avail to this very day.
bringing about so much harmony and destruction.
time.
what is time?
an illusion in all our minds?
an imaginary capsule we are all trapped in?
why cant we all just go back to the past.
why cant we all go back to the history of how it all started.
everyone hopes for peace.
everyone hopes for friendship.
everyone hopes for support.
everyone hopes for love.
then why cant we leave it that way.
why are there so many wars in this world.
i ask. is this all really neccessary for the benefits for mankind.
why is that we all hope for the truth.
yet sometimes meet times when we have to lie.
dont we all have freedom?
that freedom of living under one roof.
having that light surrounding us in this dark night.
why is it that sometimes we are so close to something.
always hoping for that one thing.
yet no matter we are, we can never reach out for it.
when will this all end.

beautiful song. beautiful lyrics.
You are the one by DBSK and Super Junior

The sound of the fall ocean waves that we listened together
as I held you in my arms, is being washed and thrown away by the tears that are falling now.
Look at me and don't cry.

You are the one
You're the only love for me
You are the sun
Your smile washes over me
You are my love
And I'm the only one for you
I'll always be by your side

Love grows deeper as the tears do
I become older as the pain grows
I want to believe that all will be okay
if I go where my heart takes me

You are the one
It's been awhile, but I'll say
You are the sun
I've always been only for you
You are my love
Sometimes I hesitated, afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step behind you

Even if a wind blows across your heart someday,
Hold onto me tightly and don't let go my love,
Hold onto me with your smile

You are the one
It's been awhile, but I'll say
You are the sun
I've always been only for you
You are my love
Sometimes I hesitated, afraid that
I'd be too close standing a step behind you

You are the one
You're the only love for me
You are the sun
Your smile washes over me
You are my love
And I'm the only one for you
I'll always be by your side

♥

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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Photo: Zahrah / Ruth ♥
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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
~~something i know one cannot achieve~~

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