6/01/2009 03:46:00 PM
Monday, June 1, 2009
okay. starting to get a headache, dont feel too well right now. argh.. sigh. alright.
before you read it. i apologise if its harsh or anything, i do wish for any misunderstandings. not feeling too well right now.
why is this even going on?
to be honest i really dont know.
you say i dont try but i do.
the reasons bout after school and recess.
i have been having alot of matters going on this week.
even if i finished it early than expected.
a single word of hello to you and just say nothing.
small periods of time i saw you, said hi to you.
you just gave a cold reply and walked a different direction.
you want to know why?
now im telling you why.
morning?
ive never said much bout it.
neither have i ever brought it up.
after such simliar incidents from previous years
do you know what has been happening from my point of view.
when you were pissed.
everytime i tried going up asking why you were tired.
asking other questions bout something.
you will just turn away or keep your head on your bag.
at times you will just keep quiet and all of a sudden just talk another friend of yours.
fine. i respect that. i didnt say anything bout it.
i just went away and respect the fact you didnt want to talk.
but this is not the first time it has happened.
yeah. maybe im a coward for not trying again.
but think bout it, do you know what kind of impact it leaves.
that hurt?
my phone bill.
now under the tight watch from my parents.
im working on cutting it down.
yeah. maybe im at wrong.
and not maybe, i am confirmed wrong.
i know i have made you pissed few times through these years.
but i do not even understand why this is even going on.
wasnt everything fine just a few days back.
do you know how it feels when you try to speak normally
when the other party just looks at you and gives you cold responses.
how do you expect me to reply? smile and laugh away?
i respect your actions. i respect our friendship. i respect you.
one last thing.
i do try.
♥
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