its all lies, disguise and deception. what the hell was i thinking all this while. all these years. i am such an idiot.
They said i was crazy, they called me insane. Waiting just for you under this dark, cold night as each day passes right before my eyes. i sat where we first met, where we made this treasured memory. Holding the telescope to my eyes, gazing into the stars hoping for a sign. There i saw you dancing among the stars, dancing gracefully as you smiled back. I could not help but smile as i looked back at you. This could not be true. I closed my eyes and looked into the sky. It was a hallucination. I let my weight fall back to the ground, laying the telescope next by my side. Closing my eyes as i laid my arm over my face. Ignoring all those words i once heard. Wondering if you still remember. Waiting just for you, to come back to the place where we first met. Even till today, I sit here under these stars hoping for it all to go back the way it was before.
-Ruth
heyy :] was looking through my com and a few documents and found that poem i kinda wrote last year and half of it this year. the reason why i wrote it was the same reason why i completed it this year. yesterday. sigh.
well, back from june camp a few days back :D still having that neck feeling lingering O.O should wear off soon i guess. this year was really memoriable. especially when wenqian jumps in the middle of the night and shock me to the death. hahah! but yeah. really missing it right now. sigh. but firstly and most of all. just want to say one thing that summarises how awesome my whole camp experience was.
DIABOLITIO! WE ARE TOTALLY COOL LIKE FIRE! COOL LIKE FIRE! :D
hahah! love you guys man :] you guys did awesome, seriously proud of you guys and will pass you the biscuits asap once school reopens k? :D really really happy to have you guys in my group :D plus you guys totally rock :] remember! "somebody call 911, diabolitio fire burning on the dance floor and we aren't sorry sorry sorry bout it! ARGHHH!!! *rows away* " :D
sometimes time passes really quickly. too quickly for us. when we close our eyes and open it once again. 3 years have already passed. cant believe it. was rummaging through a plastic bag filled with a the letters over the years and noticed something. how could i take advantage and not treasure it well. all these letters brought back so many memories for me. my friends. my class. my school. my cca. one simple letter can actually bring back years of ones experience in just one second.
after reading my blog, my sis kinda commented on how our english on both our blogs were really different. heh heh xD long story eh? hm. here are two videos that kinda summarise lots of things that usually happen around in my house. both videos were taken out of fun and randomness. no doors were hurt during the filming.
cant hold the truth. its too large to fit in my head.
♥
Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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