6/24/2009 01:26:00 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
feeling dead at heart.
sometimes knowing the truth may suck. but knowing lies suck even more.
really not sure if one should be more pissed or shocked.
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arghh. have been having a headache since yesterday. gonna try taking a stronger panadol after posting this. :S had a really bad headache yesterday when i got back from the library, took panadol and slept throughout the whole afternoon. woke up with the same headache which stopped for a while after taking my medication. tried to sleep early but the headache came back. tried listenning to music to sleep but somehow could not sleep till 4 plus despite going to bed early. :S
super down bout super junior :S just watched their last performance of sorry sorry and its you. ahhh. cant wait for their super junior show 2 :D really in love with their songs. sometimes when we hear korean songs or songs with a foreign language to us, unlike english songs, we dont really understand or know the deep meaning within and sometimes not really know how to appreciate its lyrics cause we dont understand a single word they are saying. but when we look it up, the meaning of each song can really make one cry, make one really happy, make one think bout ones past memories. beautiful songs :]
you never know how much one can really feel like crying while looking at his or her past photos. no matter the song, the feeling is always there.
lying on my bed with my eyes staring into the darkness.
slowly reaching for my phone as i played the songs in my ears.
closing my eyes as i let the music soothe my mind.
remembering how each song actually means something really deep behind the foreign language.
somehow reminding me of so many things in life.
thoughts started to appear.
thoughts that have been bothering me the whole day.
playing the music louder and louder to forget.
but those memories still pounded my mind.
sitting up as i stared out of the window.
wondering when all these thoughts will leave my mind.
when will all of this all end.
really in love with two songs from super junior. here are their translations :]
Dead at HeartReally, what did you do during this love yearafter letting you go, i felt like i was going to go crazy and die up until yesterdayin that long period of time, there’s only you who left me..having no other thoughts but of you.. that’s how this year is passing bythe memories of that rainy day when i went to go find youthe clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked togethernone of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly dieall of my friends have become adults.. but me.. still like an immature childhaving no other thoughts but of you.. it’s just like being deadthe memories of that rainy day when i went to go find youthe clear sunshine that shined down on us when we walked togethernone of these have left me.. inside my head, it makes me slowly diei can’t understand our breakup.. even now i imagine our futureeven after our breakup, just like how my heart is always living by your side..it’s as if it’s deadi stop the moments that i loved youeven when we’re together, i won’t be able to remember youif i just think that i wasn’t any of these.. then it’s nothingif i can’t forget you.. it’s as if i’m deadLove you more
RW) Love U More Love U More Love U More
You will always be in my heart
Love U More Love U More
Your breath will always be in my heart
SW) under the high sky, tiny marks for my love are in my song
HC) But still you’re not here next to me
But I’m still glad
KI) only thinking this on my own, I can’t be complete
SM) Your smiles are in my heart(KH/deeply[inside]) you fully completed me
LT) In your heart, my love is not there (RY/ever ever)
EH) Waiting inside [me] with you with you (KH/I pray for you)
YS) Inside my heart all of your love is there(RW/ever ever)
ALL) Your breath is in my heart (RY/ I’ll be waiting for you)
DH) In waiting, I believe this love looks for you
My work’s sweat
HC) Little by little you make me fall for your abusive Kiss Like our first meeting
KH) I can’t say it, this love in my heart takes a long time to convey
LT) Because of you, in my heart (KH/ deeply[insede]) I wanna thank you
EH) In your heart, my love isn’t there (RY/ever ever)
HC) Waiting inside [me] with you with you [LT/I pray for you]
YS) Inside my heart all of your love is there(RW/ever ever)
ALL) Your breath is in my heart (RY/ I’ll be waiting for you)
KH) In my heart, I breathe you. forever I Love U
SM) Now I miss you
YS) Even until many days have passed
RW) I know I will only love you
DH) In my heart, it will be forever you(RY/ever ever)
HK) You looking at me, those days will come to me(LT/I pray for you)
RY) In your heart, all of my love is there (RY/ ever ever)
ALL) Your breath is in my heart (RY/ I’ll be waiting for you)
RW) Love U More Love U More Love U More
KH)You will always be in my heart
RW)Love U More Love U More
KH)Your breath will always be in my heart
♥
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