6/22/2009 02:45:00 AM
Monday, June 22, 2009
disturbed. annoyed. pissed off. agitated.
all one by one piling up.
please. just shut up. just shut the freaking hell up.
heyyy, gothic metal is pretty nice eh? O.O my head hurts so badly right now. argh. just recovered from a fever and a flu yesterday. told my brother that i had swine flu and he avoided me and started "screaming" when i went near him. heh. well. another day, another month, another year yeah? schools starting next week. its already monday. arghhh. gotta get my mind focused. seriously. have wasted my holiday with my stupid thoughts and mindsets. its time to start taking action before i really kill myself. sigh.
for 5 long and exagerated years,
i have longed to meet you once again.
hearing so much about you.
finally i get the chance to.
you sit there right infront of me.
yet the atmospheres different.
i dont know you anymore.
what a joke. what self denial.
i dont know you as much as i thought i did.
you've changed my dear good friend.
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are you guys done?
cause im waiting for you to finish.
well now if you are now.
let me repeat this one last time.
what the hell is wrong with you?
how many times must i say it over and over again
before it gets into that freaking thick skull of yours.
seriously. can you just shut the hell up and buzz off?
thank you.
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my mind is just going crazy.
but you know what.
bring it on.
im waiting for it all.
♥