hey, twilight rocks! haha! edward rocks too!!! :D cant wait for the movie to come out!!! haha :] awww man, the suspense :] haha, shall now hunt down for the fourth book! *hunt hunt*
photoshoped a pic of edward and jacob :D sorry about the bad photoshop o.O
found a few spoofs on youtube, haha! enjoy :]
sitting there and staring. thats all i could do at that moment, just stare. thinking about those words i last heard last night. feeling really lost about it all. feeling so confused. hoping for someone to respond at that moment i saw laughter. but yet im the one not responding. standing there frozen or staring. how many times have this happen? telling one self about how it will change. but no, i didnt try. im sorry.
everythings fustrating, lifes never fair, true. but if you try and put effort in it you have a chance in succeeding. trust me. if you dont, then things happen. keep trying to avoid that one question. the question is coming back sooner or later. face it. wake up. argh.
still waiting for the call. hoping you would call, aftering reading the time you sent. but you didn't. its ok :] thanks for the help all this while. i'll forever remember those words you said. and those are words i'm not trying to say, but really am saying. haha :]
its hard to feel how another is feeling unless you are in his or her shoes.
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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