yo! it lives once again man!!! haha! =] haven't been posting for a pretty long time, haha =] school has started once again, ah. haha! hold on to our seats and preapre for the upcoming events man! its raining worksheets!!! feel so hyper right now, HAHAHAHHAHAH!!!!! hope it doesn't rain tomorrow, ah, can hear thunder o.O a lizard just entered the room, ah. just clapped and started crawling nearer towards the laptop o.O got to think of a plan to exit the room, welcome back lizards! didn't know lizards could slitther their tongues =]
why do you not have a shadow? despite how it somehows wants to return, you don't let it. continuosly managing to hide in the dark. under the light, your shadow is not there. everything you did. only your shadow knows and its being left in the dark room, you just stepped out of. pourquoi?
i saw you as you. never seeing this for a long time.
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6/21/2008 10:30:00 PM
Saturday, June 21, 2008
ah, keyboard is falling apart. had to tape the x to the keyboard, hehe =] just added a new song! the front guitar part is really cool =] haha! sounds alot like the song in the game, dynasty warriors, haha! june camp has just ended, it was really seriously totally awesome =] haha! beauty and the beast!!! =] really miss camp, ah..
sitting there and starring as the memories becomes flashbacks infront of ones eyes. you came up and said those words like how you said it in the past. tears always falling everytime we meet hardly seeing one another. smiled and just joked. always knowing when it was being felt everytime we talked finally finding a half but impossible to come true due to the walls in between.
having a dream waking up and thinking about the tears i saw in your eyes. just like the time i saw you a really long time ago. thinking about how you suddenly shouted another name. can't seem to understand what it means.
the lyrics is really meaningful =] Avenged Sevenfold ( Afterlife)
Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen So unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be Arrived too early
And when I think of all the places I just don't belong I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far
I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear Escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on Far away from here
A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste Of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway
This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall) No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall) So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign I've made up my mind
Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life
I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might Take me back inside when the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be (I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy) Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me (Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)
I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife ’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might Take me back inside when the time is right
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6/13/2008 11:34:00 PM
Friday, June 13, 2008
of all directions why this one? the waves become stronger. the dark cloud always remain never leaving. its true that everyone has darkness in them but. shadows form under the light never seeing the appearance of someone. everything is just a mist.
everything changes just like the seasons each year. but its changes causes differences affecting something around it. its really hurts.
we have lost the battle. why fight on when you surrounded by the enemy. kneeling there. closing my eyes thinking of the fun times we had before you plunged that sword.
The butterfly, the butterfly is beautiful but soon will die Will spread its wings in the eternal sky Eternal light with everything that's on its mind - Incomplete by The Last Goodnight
miracles? stories? tell you another time.
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6/12/2008 12:51:00 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
yo! just finished some stuff, isn't life filled with alot of stuff? haha! lunch was pretty cool today =] just found a super cool band, The Last Goodnight! haha! their songs are really cool =] i hear the lizards behind the aircorn giving this stranglish sound, don't you wish you could talk to them and just ask them one day if they need strepsils?
a rock on the land. each day a wave crashes against it. one day it breaks into a few pieces and the wave carry it into seperate directions away from one another. while part of it remains on land. why that direction?
like a needle in a haystack. it stands out. a huge haystack.
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6/10/2008 09:36:00 PM
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
when time passes by, the future remains unpredicted. not knowing what could happen. in the future. not knowing if the unexpected becomes true. perhaps.
seeing one, runnning up to one. when finally reaching. one suddenly becomes mist and vanishes.
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6/09/2008 09:58:00 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008
yo! quizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz =]
1. At what age do you wish to marry? not sure, maybe when i grow old? older? olderer? =]
2. Who is more important to you? [friends or boyfriends] friends! plus! boy friends are also friends that are boys! but still friends.
3. Who is the person you trust most? Someones whom i had starred into their eyes before but.
4. What music are you hooked on now? the beginning part of the theme song of vampire knight! haha! backstreet boys, westlife, maroon 5, songs =]
5. Are you over with your ex-boyfriend? hmmm, maybe? maybe not? haha!
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain? yup! so i can trace it down and go to the other side of the rainbow and find the lapricon's pot of gold!!! =] joking =] i guess so, its true right?
7. What is your goal for this year? have a chance to use after effects, some personnal stuff and improve on stuff. lots of stuff =]
8. Do you believe in eternal love? sometimes, anything is possible right? it kinda depends on the person i guess. can never judge the book by its cover =]
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart until he/she commits suicide? nope, sounds kinda extreme though.
10. What feeling do you like most? happiness, when you get to laugh your head off and see the world filled with bright colours and the chance to smile =]
11. What is your requirement for your other half? crazy, trustworthy, honest, doesn't hide stuff, crazy happy? crazy crazy happy?
12. List out 5 best friends of yours. =]
13. Do you cherish every friendship of yours? yup =]
14. What is the best word to describe you? wierd.
15. What if you were able to see ghosts and spirits? find out that part of reality has been proven wrong plus ask them if they really exist and why they are able to appear on tv if no one can see them =] hehe!
16. What do you love and hate about yourself? hate? many things my dear friend, many things.
17. What have you done to please yourself? think about past memories, about stuff plus use the com =]
18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be? =] many things and memories has passed =] never knowing what can happen in the furture
19.Have you ever felt the true meaning of love? no, i guess not.
20.What if the Mayan calendar was wrong? Humans do not die by the date that the calendar had ended; instead they live on like 'em Jumis? it would be pretty cool =]
anyone who feels like doing this qiuz. feel free to k? enjoy life! enjoy the internet! enjoy the quiz =] *da da da da dum* be my guest! be my guest! be my guest!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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6/07/2008 12:48:00 AM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
yo yo yo! haha! =] HHHHHHHHHHAPPYHOLIDAYS!!!! =]
after hearing isabel's excitment about the coolest manga that has finally came out in anime form! HAHA! plus just found out their videos on youtube thanks to wenqian! HAHA! SO COOL! =] shall vampire knight forever prevail man! haha! doesn't make much sense but yup! prevail man!!! can't believe i'm saying this but.
aw man, this is not good. o.O
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6/03/2008 10:09:00 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
yo! managed to do all the sides of the rubics cube!!!!! haha! wanna know the secret? =] i took every piece out and fixed it back together! hehe =] not very good but yup, hehe! can find out how to do the whole thing on youtube! so cool! haha! congrats to dory who somehow managed to finish the whole thing!!! congrats man! the school holidays have started, prepare for the upcoming events! =]
hey, kinda would like to get this straight =] i'm not emo! plus! the posts are just refering to some stuff that happened, feelings and its kinda normal for human reactions right? haha! sad, happy, irritated, anger? so yup! =] thanks!
heres a video i made yesterday =] its kinda bad but yup! enjoy =]
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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