5/14/2008 11:09:00 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
look down and have you ever noticed how the dew on a leaf is close to one another? but then when you shake it, it just falls apart from one another and some even falling to te ground. have you ever noticed the leaves on the tree all being so close to one another but soon one leaf falls and it gets seperated? have you ever noticed the dry leaves beneath the green leaves making it difficult to notice? exactly.
everythings just coming out how no one expected it to be.
either things happened too fast, too shocking or just too painful or hurtful.
why can't everything just stay the same
its impossible but why can't we try?
maybe its too much to ask. true.
don't you feel pain when you fall?
don't you feel hurt or troubled when a big blow occurs to you?
don't you feel at all?
everythings just turning out how no one expected it to be.
theres no point predicting what going to happen any longer.
its just going to turn out like this.
everythings just getting so irritating and fustrating.
hitomi wo tojireba itsumo
yomigaeru kimi to no seasons
sono nukumori to
itami wa kienai mama
yasashisa ga tarinakatta ne
bukiyou na boku ni nokotta
saigo ni mita omoide wa
ano fuyu no namida
so I cannot forget 4 seasons we've lived in
kimi ga inai shiki wo wataru yo
so I cannot forget 4 seasons we've lived in
ano sora mo kanashimi mo daite
-winds.
(translated)
but i thought as long as we are, together the authum nights would be the same.
whenever i close my eyes i recall the seasons i was with you
the warmth and the pain is still there
the kindness was not enough, was it?
The visible memory in the end that left incompetent me
... was those winter tears
so i cannot forget the four seasons we lived in
i will go across the four seasons alone without you
♥