yo, going to leave soon =] so yup! so... whats up? ah... searching for new songs right now =] hehe.. ok, peace! have an awesome day plus 2 words i learnt from miranda today, far out! haha =]
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11/27/2007 06:09:00 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
today has been a really reallyextremelyinteresting day =] haha... thanks siti for the help!
do you know that everything around you can bring back precious memories and flashbacks, which can never be rewinded? never underestimate anything, cause you never know how much you can learn with just one single word, one single task, one single song and how much impact they can make? sometimes when you hesitate and don't think twice about what you say or do, in the future you may regret. sometimes i don't know how to face a problem and stop this. sometimes a once in a life time dream can be crushed with something else in your life. i just hope i will be able to keep it.
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11/24/2007 11:57:00 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007
good morning! do you sometimes life can get really interesting? presently have a "moustache" at my chin area. ah... two days ago, found a container like thingy and started using it to sound like darth vader and cause it left lines, i thought i looked like darth maul and started exclaiming away in excitment. but then it soon faded. so decided to try it again and yup, it worked, i become darth maul once again, but it started to hurt abit so i stopped. and the next day in the night, my mum started to ask why i had a moustache and started to compare it with some guy in a advert. so yup! when you see a container, never ever use it to sound like darth vader despite how fun it is and how alike you will sound.
just uninstalled and redownloaded lunia today and lunia can finally load and not have errors anymore! haha! so happy! just got a new star wars game a few days ago and its pretty fun =] love to fly the jets and everytime i manage to make it fly, i will start singing i believe i can fly and soon, i will crash. so... i just come alive again and fly another jet in the base! isn't that cool!?!?! haha! but right now i am improving =] haha!
theres presently a lizard somewhere in the room. got to keep my eyes openned. ah...
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11/22/2007 12:26:00 AM
Thursday, November 22, 2007
ola! todays has been an interesting day... got to sing away, finish some stuff, receive a paint moustache which burned (well, it was fun while it lasted, haha ), get into a "war" and yeah more stuff =] christmas is sort of arriving and everywhere you go you will be able to see christmas decorations already, ah... the seasonal feeling... haha.. presently wondering why there is a mistletoe on the door, first time seeing it there. hm.... wait, its a symbol! CHRISTMAS IS ARRIVING!!! despite how many days and weeks there are till christmas but still, CHRISTMAS IS ARRIVING!!! haha!
today is the day. ah... sitting here in a quiet atmosphere in the middle of the night while everyone around me is asleep, deep deep in thought while listenning to MCR, haha... not really the right song for this atmosphere. hm... got to find a peaceful song =] do you know that sometimes even the littlest of things can cheer you up?
All the while you were in front of me I never realized I just can't believe I didn't see it in your eyes I didn't see it, I can't believe it
-(You sang to me) by Marc Anthony
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11/20/2007 11:10:00 PM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I don't know what to say neither do i know what to do. this my dear friend is just fate. all i shall do right now is sit here in silence and keep my mouth shut. as i hear the words ringing in my head, i don't know what to do, change? maybe so. each day i go somewhere for a reason yet i feel very tense not able to speak a word. yeah, i don't know why. good memories are all in the past. hearing someone else ask in fustration. hear my name being mention. noticing the cold stares. thinking about the future. suffering the humilation. i don't know what to do. i am just lost in an unknown dimensional world. the fustration and stress can seriously just one day kill me.
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11/19/2007 05:25:00 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
hello, feel kinda tired and energetic and high right now =] haha... its has been loooong days for the past few days but they are fun and looooong days, haha! finally found my handphone wire plus finally got the chance to transfer all the pics, haha... right now can't log into lunia, ah... there are errors!!! =( but still got to carry on with life! theres still facebook right? haha! joking joking =]
soon november is going to end then december, then school!!! then work!!! then exams!!! then eoys!!! then lessons!!! and all these reminds me that i've got to do my work now, haha.. peace! happy holidays despite how its sort of late but still! haha! presently got a song stuck in my head called dance floor anthem by good charlotte, pretty cool song, haha... the coolest cousins i ever had!!! =]
Everybody put up your hands Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love to the beat now If you’ve got nothing left Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love Back it up now You’ve got a reason to live Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love Feelin' good now Don’t be afraid to get down Say I don’t wanna be in love I don’t wanna be in love
-Dance floor anthem by Good charlotte
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11/17/2007 11:57:00 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
yo! today has been a loooooong day and it shall continue tomorrow, haha! but still got the energy inside due to the happy mood! so yup! got to make a video of my cousins today plus got some time to chat and watch a little tv! and then... got more song titles =]
just heard a few angry meows from outside and right now my imagination is running wild. last time i watched a video on youtube about a cat fellowing this guy who was working in his office and no matter where he went, the cat will be floating behind him and starring at him. so when the video was about to end, it ended off the the guy giving a presentation in a meeting and suddenly thousands of floating cats floated up next to the window of the room starring away... so yup. and right now, cause its kind of late at night... i can just imagine the cats floating up to my window and starring at me. ah... imagination seriously running wild right now. haha..
ok, another exciting day awaiting us tomorrow! haha... ok, peace! =]
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11/16/2007 12:57:00 AM
Friday, November 16, 2007
Good morning! have you ever asked an eightball a question before? its super cool! it knows evrything! haha.. its tells you yes or no when you ask it a question, cool right? kept on asking it questions and even when i ask it the same question, it will give the same reply! haha! just signed up for facebook after hearing how cool it is and yup, its pretty cool =] the vampires, werewolves, zombies and slayers are so cool! haha!
hadn't sort of been able to use the com for the past few days so yup, lets recall.... went to school for stuff and more and more stuff =] but fun stuff!hm, not making much sense right? hm... after all the stuff, went to eat lunch with linda and wenqian! its was really cool, learnt alot that day. met dione and faeqa there too, ate cupnoodles, talked about commoness of people, noodles, drinks and more and more stuff, interesting stuff! sorry can't really remember getting short term memories these days, hehe... just uploaded a new song called Built to last by Melee, please enjoy! sometimes the unexpected becomes the expected =]
I've looked for love in stranger places, but never found someone like you. Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back, and now there's nothing I can't do.
'Cause this is real, and this is good. It warms the inside just like it should, but most of all it's built to last.
All of our friends saw from the start. So why didn't we believe it too? Whoa yeah, now look where you are. You're in my heart now. And there's no escaping it for you.
'Cause this is real, and this is good. It warms the inside just like it should, but most of all it's built to last.
Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight You and I were made to get love right
'Cause this is real, and this is good. It warms the inside just like it should, but most of all it's built to last.
'Cause you are the sun in my universe, considered the best when we've felt the worst and most of all it's built to last.
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11/11/2007 11:53:00 PM
Sunday, November 11, 2007
hello, haven't really been using the com for the past few days which is sort of a good thing right? haha... being able to find alot of seriously cool videos by different people on youtube, so cool, its like an online tv but videos made by other people around the whole wide world. have you heard of a singer called Weird Al Yankovic? he sorts of changes the lyrics of other songs, really nice, heres one of the videos he made called, trapped in the drive-thru. its kind of long so might take a while to load the the whole video but its worth it, please enjoy
Went out and came to a place, saw a familiar face. Recall who you were, then saw the object next to you, which could tell me everything. i saw something on it which i see almost everyday. felt and noticed your cold stares and after a while you left. i don't really know you and neither do you. so why must you do such? one look at you stares, could tell me whats happening at your level. and its her. i don't understand why you must do such. spreading hurtful stuff till today. i heard what you said last time, i can't stand it anymore. imagine someone doing what you are doing now, to you. just one question. how would you feel?
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11/09/2007 06:12:00 PM
Friday, November 9, 2007
ah... had a really rough day today. feeling seriously down right now. argh... i can't stand hearing anymore threats, having to worry about the future, hearing anymore things that can seriously dissapoint me when my hopes are finally high and make my day even worst. so many things happened. morning to this very moment right now. i really don't know what to say right now after hearing everything for the whole day and the feelings that were felt. if you think i am wrong or at fault then i am sorry. nowadays i just have mixed feelings, each day something will happen, life is just unpredictable, sometimes i just feel afraid, sometimes just thinking to myself if i belong.
i sat there and when it has finally ended, i felt a cold atmosphere around me. did i do something wrong? maybe i did. as i walked out of the school, just closing my eyes, stepping on a familiar way and slowly walking home as i watch the cars below.
finally coming to the day that had rose my hopes up but when it has finally came heard the opposite. totally pulling my hopes down. right now all i can say is a huge bubble has just popped.
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11/07/2007 05:04:00 PM
Wednesday, November 7, 2007
bonjour! had a jab yesterday, a small yet sharp, pointy and shiny needle. was wondering why it took so fast the whole way. haha... oh, do you know i have caught a horrible illness that might never be able to be cured and its called the clumbsy. ah... for example, acting like a fool and jumping over something and at the end ended up getting my own foot hook towards that something and falling down. ah...
talking to wenqian now and something which i never knew i could do was that i managed to "attach" the phone to the side of my ear by using the home econs hat. so today i've learnt not to sing like a fool and jumping over somethings while singing and made a video about magic plus got to thank my sis for helping me to make the video =] remember, anything is possible with magic!!!
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11/05/2007 06:17:00 PM
Monday, November 5, 2007
hello! feeling kind of tired now. ah...
right now i am filled with mixed feelings. tired, lost, disappointed plus confused.
tired due to the long day i had plus what time i slept last night. lost and dissapointed due to what a matter that had happened last night and failed. confused due to the incident where i got chased by a cockroach a few days ago. ah... so many things happen in so little time.
i think theres a tiny evil super villain bug controlling my brain.... lunia not loading anymore....
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11/03/2007 03:53:00 PM
Saturday, November 3, 2007
hello! this show is dedicated to wenqian who loves plants alot. haha... i've kept my word =]
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11/03/2007 12:07:00 AM
Hello! finally changed blogskin! but its kinda extreme right? haha... darth vaders cool! with the suit and all.. hehe.. theres presently alot of star wars darth vaders cool kind of feeling going around the room these days due to all the videos watched on youtube and a rap! haha... the blogskin shall show the evil side of me! MUAHAHAHA!!!
I am presently having a problem. i think i am addicted to a game wenqian introduced this week or maybe a few weeks ago, which is not good. but its so fun!!! hehe... have been searching for such a game for a loooooong time so yup! got so excited that i started playing it nonstop. when i went to research on youtube what the game was like due to seeing wenqian exclaim that she wanted to play it many times in school, got so excited that when the game finished downloading and when i could finally play it, started jumping for joy when the music was playing. right now i can't get the song out of my head. before i sleep, wake up, study, play the game, do stuff, i can hear it playing in my head! and someone even wrote the beginning of the lyrics on my fullscape... hm... but the game is seriously fun, its called lunia! i even found the starting song on youtube!
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11/01/2007 07:08:00 PM
Thursday, November 1, 2007
Hello everyone! happy second day of halloween! heres a halloween spooky video! (The Floating head!!!) ps, its kind of loud =)
Actually its not really floating, the lines are viewable =D haha.. so yup! not really scary! =D
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Disclaimer
Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.
poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D
Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other. Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]
Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)
But honestly?
Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye
*grins*
A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :) something i know one cannot achieve
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