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8/26/2007 12:11:00 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007

I stood up and started to walk toward the lab,
I opened the door and started to walk towards you.
I reminded you what was going on and who was waiting but you replied,
so what?
i paused for a few moments having nothing else to say and gave the reminder once more,
turned and left the lab.
After a few moments i looked at my watch it was reaching the meeting time
looked around but could see no one else but two friends.
I lay on the sofa thinking away,
could they have fogotten?
I closed my eyes and soon dozed off to a world unkown....
Soon, i heard familiar voices.
I woke up feeling weak and tired,
i looked and saw them standing there.
I looked at my watch and saw the time,
it had pass about fourty minutes way past the time.
I suddenly felt anger taking over me,
depsite everything i said they just laughed and smiled which was fine with me but yet
they never understood what i meant.
I just lay there and after some time followed a friend of mine to get something,
i came to my feet and stood there starting to follow and after a few minutes return to the sofa.
The anger still within me, feeling my head burn.
Do they still not understand?
I see them all gathering there,laughing loudly away.
I walked to my bag and took out my homework and started to do it.
As i did such i could hear their laughter and it kind of struck me. They don't.
I walked away, ignoring the calls.
Sat at the stairs and continued with work.
I suddenly heard footsteps but never looked up, and after a while heard footsteps again,
looked up and saw 2 workers staring at me.
I changed destination and went to a table nearby, sat there i stared at the sky.
I watched the clouds move, blocking the sunlight which was coming through.
I picked up my pen and wrote down the words and soon realising it was late already.
I picked up my books and thought if i should go back,
i had no choice but to do so, still feeling anger in me, but tried to stay calm and continued on.
On my way back i heard laughter and there i saw them smiling away.
Asking where i went i just made up excuses on the way.
Not wanting anything to happen after everything kind they had done.
I tried my best to smile but some how i couldn't.
That day i learnt what true friends do when you are gone.
And i can say i had found one indeed.
And at the end of the night i have found another.

♥


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Welcome to my blog of rants inspired through the scribbles of one's mind.

poem inspired by agatha, alex, celine
i starred at the fan on the celing,
lifting my watch to my eyes.
it was 12 am in the morning.
i looked out of the window
as i admired the clear night sky.
leaving my bed as i started to walk towards the table,
reaching out for that knife which laid there alone.
crying and crying,
as each crystal clear tear fell to the floor one by one.
feeling the fresh, cold blood rush out of my skin.
having its pain numbed by these falling tears.
and therefore. that was when the phrase,
"BLOODSHED TEARS" was formed :D

HAHAH!

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Prologue

Name: Ruth Lee
A lost, confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
Birthdate: 21st Feb 1994
SCGS!!!
1PR 07. 2PR 08. 3CO 09. 4CO 10
Red Cross!!!
Fellow member of the CLAN (established in 2010)
Fellow Head of the L.U (established in 2010)
Fellow cactus cadet of E.C.C(established in 2008)
[Evil Cactus Clan]

Overall?
An unusual fwen who is in love with music and is contented with the simple pleasures :)
Pretty much just a lost confused soul wandering around this world with only a stick in one hand and a shield in the other.
But but! If you meet me one day, come up to mua and whack me on the back and you'll get a poke in return :D
but if you whack me when im holding something, expect a whack filled with torns >:)

But honestly?

Hmmm. Lets just say there's more than meets the eye

*grins*

A list of hopes:
chance to go star gazing
chance to enjoy the sunset at the sea side
chance to meet (people) in the future
chance to play lunia with me lunia buddy, wenqian
for both hands to clap instead of one
lots of stuff my dear friend, lots of stuff :)
something i know one cannot achieve


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