8/26/2007 12:11:00 AM
Sunday, August 26, 2007
I stood up and started to walk toward the lab,
I opened the door and started to walk towards you.
I reminded you what was going on and who was waiting but you replied,
so what?
i paused for a few moments having nothing else to say and gave the reminder once more,
turned and left the lab.
After a few moments i looked at my watch it was reaching the meeting time
looked around but could see no one else but two friends.
I lay on the sofa thinking away,
could they have fogotten?
I closed my eyes and soon dozed off to a world unkown....
Soon, i heard familiar voices.
I woke up feeling weak and tired,
i looked and saw them standing there.
I looked at my watch and saw the time,
it had pass about fourty minutes way past the time.
I suddenly felt anger taking over me,
depsite everything i said they just laughed and smiled which was fine with me but yet
they never understood what i meant.
I just lay there and after some time followed a friend of mine to get something,
i came to my feet and stood there starting to follow and after a few minutes return to the sofa.
The anger still within me, feeling my head burn.
Do they still not understand?
I see them all gathering there,laughing loudly away.
I walked to my bag and took out my homework and started to do it.
As i did such i could hear their laughter and it kind of struck me. They don't.
I walked away, ignoring the calls.
Sat at the stairs and continued with work.
I suddenly heard footsteps but never looked up, and after a while heard footsteps again,
looked up and saw 2 workers staring at me.
I changed destination and went to a table nearby, sat there i stared at the sky.
I watched the clouds move, blocking the sunlight which was coming through.
I picked up my pen and wrote down the words and soon realising it was late already.
I picked up my books and thought if i should go back,
i had no choice but to do so, still feeling anger in me, but tried to stay calm and continued on.
On my way back i heard laughter and there i saw them smiling away.
Asking where i went i just made up excuses on the way.
Not wanting anything to happen after everything kind they had done.
I tried my best to smile but some how i couldn't.
That day i learnt what true friends do when you are gone.
And i can say i had found one indeed.
And at the end of the night i have found another.
♥